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Printed by Oliver and Boyd, Tweeddale Court, High Street, Edinburgh. v.l in CYEILLA CHAPTEE I. 2 Hundreds of English travellers pass through " Salzburg every summer — many of them having previously gone over a considerable portion of this earth's periphery in that silent business-like manner • which, on the continent of Europe, is supposed to be peculiar to their nation ; not a few, after having arrived at the melancholy conviction, that they have already seen too much to be surprised or par- ticularly pleased by any country left for them to explore. Yet the feelings must be blunted in an unusual degree, if that most beautifully situated - town make no lasting impression on the mind, when seen in all the glory of an unclouded sum- mer's day. The range of mountains that form the horizon, and from which the snow seldom altogether disappears, is near enough to realize in a few hours the dreams of the most imaginative pedestrian, in VOL. I. B Z CYRILLA. gigantic rocks, thundering torrents, dark lakes, and narrow secluded valleys. Mountains, too, are the natural fortifications of the town itself, the solid rock forming a part in the construction of many of the houses, while forest trees grow luxuriantly among the crags above their roofs. Salzburg in summer, and Salzburg in winter, present, however, very different aspects. The sur- rounding scenery is unfit for enjoyment; we per- ceive that the streets are narrow, the houses high, that the mountains diminish the hours of light and sunshine, and seem in their monotonous whiteness like shrouded giants about to encircle us in their frozen arms. The beautiful marble fountain in the Dom Platz is covered up with wooden planks to defend it from the frost; the exotic plants that luxuriated at all the windows have been withdrawn ; deep snow lies on the ground, not, however, wet and slippery as we know it in England, but dry, hard, crisp, and crystallized; and a stranger might watch with interest the various kinds of sledges, from those on which the loaded waggon slides gratingly, its team of horses well furnished with sonorous bells, to the lighter vehicles that, gliding noiselessly along, convey the fruit and vegetables to market, the fur-capped children to school, or the capacious basket of a laundress to its destination. The mixture of monks and military is also a peculiarity that strikes immediately. With the CYRILLA. 6 former we have nothing to do, with the latter somewhat — that is, if the reader will consent to retrograde some twenty years in imagination, and spend a winter day in Salzburg towards the end of the year 1830. Crossing the bridge over the Salzach at an early hour in the morning, a turn to the left will lead into a narrow street not far distant from the palace of Mirabel, containing several large massively built houses : over the gateway of one of them a well-known coat of arms hewn in stone is conspicuous, the coronet and savage upon it being, it is true, rather weather-beaten and in some places defective, but, like the tattered colours of a regiment that has seen service, the increase of these defects only serve to add to its value in the estimation of its possessors. This house was built by Rudolph Baron von Walden auf Waldenburg in the seventeenth cen- tury, and since repaired, altered, and enlarged, by his successors at different periods; which interesting facts were recorded on stones inserted in the walls, that no subsequent yellow, green, or whitewashing of the mansion had ever been suffered to conceal or deface. It was asserted, with every appearance of probability, that the buildings used as stables had been erected by the Romans, and that perhaps treasure, certainly antiquities, might be found, if judicious and determined search were made in the yard and its vicinity. 4 CYRILLA. The Waldens had been an incredulous generation with respect to hidden treasures, and cared for no antiquities, excepting those that immediately con- cerned their family. It was curious that the first who, roused by curiosity or avarice, had rummaged the family archives for information on the subject, should be deprived in a rather arbitrary manner of his inheritance. Unconscious of the value attached to the house by his only son, Baron Walden had bestowed it on his daughter Olga, as an additional gift the day she had prudently married her cousin, Gottfried von Adlerkron Windhorst, instead of a penniless soldier of fortune to whom she had long been attached. When afterwards, surprised and dismayed at the boundless wrath of his son, Baron Walden would willingly have re-purchased his gift at almost any price, nothing could induce Olga to resign a house which, even on her wedding-day, she calmly thought would make a desirable widow- residence for herself hereafter; a house in which the stones spoke more distinctly of the noble race of Walden, than even the excavated tunnel-entrance to the town of its pious architect. A quarrel had naturally ensued between the brother and sister, followed by such intense hatred on the part of the former, that years afterwards, on his deathbed at Waldenburg, he had complained of his unjust disin- heritance with all the bitterness of a freshly received injury, rejoiced that his sister was childless, and CYRILLA. 5 then enjoined his young son Conrad to purchase the house of his aunt, if she could ever by any means be induced to part with it. In the meantime, the Baroness, as she had anti- cipated, became a widow, and in the course of time took up her abode in the " Walden Haus," as it was called. The faint formal epistolary effort made by her brother's son after his father's decease to commence a correspondence, had proved quite fruit- less ; she informed him, in a few cold unsympathiz- ing lines, that, " having received the intelligence of her brother's death, she would not refer to the terms on which they had lived, but considered it her duty to inform him now, if he were not already aware of the circumstance, that she had adopted her nephew, Rupert von Adlerkron, and intended to make him, in accordance with the wishes of her late husband, heir to all she possessed." The tone or purport of the letter, perhaps both, prevented any further attempt at conciliation or communication, and the Baroness turned with renewed interest towards Rupert, the last scion of the house of Adlerkron. As the son of her husband's eldest brother and her own sister, he was doubly her nephew, also, in consequence of former intermarriages in their fami- lies, her cousin ; to this mixture of relationships she had often alluded, but latterly they had all been sunk in the name of adopted son, and she had for 6 CYKILLA. many years made it her chief occupation to amass wealth, hoping with it to purchase that affection and devotion from him, which she had failed to secure by less expensive means at an earlier period. Some other relations had lately begun to occupy her thoughts; they were the children of her hus- band's youngest brother Carl ; but their having been already left a considerable sum of money by her husband, and a bequest of as much more should they marry with her consent, had hitherto caused her to regard them with an undisguised anger and dislike, that nothing but a feeling of daily increas- ing loneliness could overcome. To this was now added a matrimonial plan for one of them, which had suddenly but completely taken possession of her mind; and this plan with its consequences influenced in so remarkable a manner the whole family, that the Baroness, as the projector of it, must be considered worthy of more attention than so little interesting a person would otherwise deserve, or than perhaps will be quite agreeable to the reader. Let us mount the time-worn stone staircase on the morning our tale commences, and on the first floor we shall meet her walking towards the small room in which she generally breakfasted. There was an air of stern yet faded grandeur about the interior of the residence, which accorded well with the appearance of the mistress of it; her very dress CYRILLA. 7 of fueillemorte coloured silk seemed to be of the same date as the sun-bleached red curtains of the ante-room. Such was not however the case : an ex- perienced female eye would have pronounced the scanty morning wrapper to be at least of this century, whereas the furniture and its arrangement but too evidently bore the stamp of a foregoing — not the gorgeous rococo or renaissance, but the stiff insipid style of the Revolution, with all its inelegant angles and so-called antique forms. The effect produced by this furniture in the massive antiquated building was not unlike that of the Baroness' own dress, as it clung to her full figure, which, not above the middle height, inclined very considerably to a degree of fleshiness that might almost be termed corpulency ; the smallness of both hands and feet denoted that the proportions had once been finer, and more appropriate to the very handsome face which had successfully braved the wear and tear of an execrable temper and nine-and-forty years. Her dark brow contracted, and an expres- sion of vehement impatience burst from her lips, as, through the negligently closed door of the stove, the bright flames of an unusually large fire met her eyes. She stooped, was for a moment lost in the capacious mouth of the stove, and having then and there ascertained that more wood was being burned than was permitted, she called angrily to a footman evidently attempting an escape, and asked in a very 8 CYRILLA. loud voice, who had dared to waste her wood in that extravagant manner. " I don't know, madam, but I will ask Ursula,1' he replied, turning towards a housemaid, who at no great distance was busy at her usual morning work of deluging the uncarpeted corridors, and mopping them dry again, very much in the manner in which the decks of a man-of-war are swabbed. She allowed him to repeat the question of which she had heard every word, and then answered saucily, " Baron Adlerkron desired me to make a good fire ; he says he is frozen in this house — that he has never been warm since he came into it." The Baroness did not wait to hear the softened repetition of these words, but hastily entered the room, and saw the person who had caused the un- necessary waste of fuel drawing the breakfast-table to the two arm-chairs which he had already placed close to the stove. He was a very tall young man, with fair hair curling thickly round a high white forehead, large light blue eyes, a well proportioned nose, and a mouth half concealed by mustachios of unusual length, and hair still fairer than the " Hyperian curls" that graced his head. He had probably heard what had been said, for he half laughed, as he looked up for a moment to say " Good morning, aunt," and then again seized the table, unheedful of the clattering cups and tall tottering coffeepot, and continued to drag it towards him. CYRILLA. 9 His aunt laid her hand on his arm, exclaiming, " Not so close to the stove, Rupert, pray — I shall be suffocated ! " He stopped, drew forward a screen, and then, having ensconced himself in a chair, began to eat his breakfast in silence. " I wish," began his aunt after a pause — " I wish you would consent to remain here one day longer — only one day ! Your cousins must arrive this evening ; I cannot conceive what has delayed them so long." " It is not difficult to account for the delay," he answered carelessly j u a journey from Italy is not easily made in such weather as this !" "But they left Italy six weeks ago, and have been staying in Meran ; a most unnecessary expense, I must say, for people in their circumstances." " I thought you said my aunt Sophy had been ill?" " Oh, not more than she always is — one might almost think that her former mode of life, wander- ing about after your uncle's regiment, must have been beneficial to her health, notwithstanding all the discomforts to which it subjected her ; for since he died, and she has been able to live quietly, she has never been well." " Perhaps grief began Rupert. " Ah, bah ! — she did not care for him most pro- bably more than I did for your uncle Gottfried, — b2 10 CYRILLA. perhaps not as much ; yet you see how I have got over Ms death, which is even more recent." Eupert leaned back in his chair, folded his arms, and looked up to the ceiling. u While," she con- tinued, " I don't mean to say that they lived un- happily together, they got on as well as the gener- ality of people, I believe ; but you know he had been desperately wounded several times before she married him, and from the time his jaw was shat- tered, he was perfectly hideous ; besides, she was his second wife, and was such a contrast to the first, that I don't imagine he could have cared much for her, at least we all supposed so. It was your uncle Gottfried and I who arranged the mar- riage, you know." " My uncle Gottfried ! " said Eupert, with evi- dent surprise ; H I should have thought that money- making was more in his line than match-making." " Why, yes ; but we were so afraid that Carl would again make a fool of himself, that we were glad to find any one at all eligible disposed to take him. Your aunt Sophy's fortune was small, but the connexion was very desirable, and crippled as he was, after so many campaigns, he had no right to expect either youth or beauty." " So brave a soldier had a right to expect much," observed Eupert. " Well, I don't deny his bravery ; but he had faults of the most unpardonable description — he CYKILLA. 11 was careless — thoughtless to a degree where money was concerned. You don't know how often your uncle Gottfried had to assist him !" Rupert knew more about the matter than she did ; but he did not say so. " It was the only thing we ever seriously quar- relled about, for I always thought and said, that when people incurred debts they should pay them. " Still Rupert was silent, and she continued, " You have no idea what wild habits your uncle Carl contracted during the war ; he quite forgot his sta- tion in life, and from the time he married that painter's daughter, Signora Nina, as they called her, he lived almost exclusively among artists, and actors, and authors, and such people." u He led a very jolly life for several years," said Rupert. " Every one says his wife was an angel, and with such a child as Melanie must have been " Melanie would have been totally spoiled if her mother had not died," cried his aunt pettishly. " Fortunately your uncle Carl attended to our ad- vice, and sent her off to school before he married again. The other two girls have been brought up very differently." " I know they have," said Rupert, laughing; "my aunt Sophy's drawing-room was a perfect school- room. I have a painful recollection of seeing my little cousin Cyril la perched on a high stool before 12 CYRILLA. a pianoforte, playing some dreadful exercises for the left hand, while the tears streamed over her baby face, and she occasionally wiped them away with her long fair curls." " So you remember Cyrilla?" cried his aunt quickly. " As much as a mere boy can remember a mere child ; I recollect her shoes particularly well." " Her shoes!" " Yes, she used to wear little bronze-coloured shoes, with pink sandals ; and once, after she had performed some graceful sort of pantomime with a scarf, I saw her father place her on a table before him and kiss them. I thought at the time I should like vastly to have just such a little child of my own, bronze-coloured shoes and pink sandals in- clusive." " Nonsense, Rupert ! You could not have been more than ten or twelve years old at that time." "And yet I perfectly recollect indulging most innocently in the wish to be a father," said Rupert, holding a newspaper before his face to conceal a smile. His aunt half laughed, fidgeted on her chair, played with her coffeespoon, and seemed to hesi- tate and consider what she should next say. At this moment the sound of an approaching sledge became audible, and no sooner did the jingling of the bells denote its immediate vicinity, than Ru- CYRILLA. 13 pert sprang up, and throwing wide open the double windows, gave entrance to the cold winter air, and a considerable quantity of snow, while making exaggerated salutations to some one below. " At last ! " exclaimed the Baroness, rising has- tily ; " at last ! Well, I really am glad that they have come before you leave Salzburg, for I must tell you " What she intended to tell her nephew was in- audible, for the moment she had risen from her chair, with a little more than usual precipitation, four dogs, remarkable for nothing but their diminu- tive dimensions, commenced snarling and barking with all their might. Totally inattentive to her commands for silence, they first endeavoured to im- pede her progress across the room, by running over her feet, and then seizing Rupert's fur-lined dress- ing-gown, which hung temptingly before them as he leaned out of the window, they tugged at it so successfully that in a few seconds it was torn in several places. " I don't hear what you say !" cried Rupert to some one in the street. " Confound these useless curs," he added, impatiently kicking those nearest him, " it is impossible to hear a word when they are yelping in this way. Where are you to be found?" " At the barracks. We are going to make a sledg- 14 CYRILLA. ing party into Bavaria to-day, to drink Rhine wine — did not Polyak tell you ?" " I did not see him " " I thought he was the best person to give the message to you, as we all know that he is every- day and all day " Rupert threw back his head and eyes with a significant jerk, the speaker made an odd grimace, and calling out, " I shall expect you in an hour," drove off. " I wish you would shut the window, Rupert," said his aunt pettishly ; " it is very cold. I really thought, from your impetuous manner, that it must have been your cousins you expected to see, and it is only that stupid Count Glaneck." " An excellent, kind-hearted fellow as ever lived." " That is more than I can say for you, — you have kicked Amor and Mi-lady unmercifully." " I did not mean to hurt them, though they pro- voked me beyond endurance. Come here, Mi-lady. You do not seem to have suffered much from my boot. Affectionate creature ! She has turned up her little red eyes to my face — she forgives me. May I not hope that my aunt will also pardon my impatience, or cruelty, or whatever the misdemean- our may be denominated, of which I have been guilty?" CYR1LLA. 15 " I think," said his aunt, not quite satisfied at his attempt at contrition, " I think, Rupert, you must purposely try to annoy me. I know you are fond of dogs — all sportsmen are ; and yet mine are abused and kicked by you on every possible occa- sion." " If they did not bark just when I happen to be speaking, or when other people are speaking, I have no sort of dislike to them, though they are useless little brutes." "Usless little brutes ! " "Why, yes. I don't suppose Mi-lady ever killed a rat in her life; Amor would run away from a mouse ; and Jolie and Minkerl are of such doubtful breed, that one hardly knows what they are intended to represent." u Minkerl is a Russian terrier ; his father was Russian and his mother was Russian, and Colonel Bockenheim says he envies me but one thing in the world, and that is — Minkerl." " Don't believe him. He envies you your thou- sands and tens of thousands of Austrian florins and Prussian dollars much more ! I suspect, too, he intends you to bestow a few of them on his very pretty daughter, or he would never have proposed giving her to you for a companion." " That was not exactly his intention, but you are not very far from the mark." "And, pray, what was his intention?" asked 16 CYRILLA. Rupert carelessly, while he amused himself placing bits of sugar on the dogs' noses, which they were not to eat until he had given the word of com- mand. " What was his intention ? — Steady, Amor ! make ready — present — halt — present " " He knows the large fortune of which you are in actual possession, as well as that, having quar- relled with my brother, you, and you alone, are likely to be my heir. He thought that as you are unmarried, and his daughter as you say very pretty, there was a chance of " "Fire!" cried Rupert, and the dogs crunched their sugar while he hastily rose, and with a ges- ture of impatience prepared to leave the room. " You always avoid this subject, Rupert, though you know very well how much I wish you to leave the army, and " " I know very well how much you wished me to enter it a few years ago." " Yes, when you wanted to travel in the East ; but now that you are older and steadier, I wish you to marry and settle at Windhorst. Colonel Bockenheim says you would be more manageable if you had a few debts, and I believe he is right ; not that I exactly wish you to have pecuniary embarrassments like other young men " " Thank you, aunt, but I have none whatever ; and as to marrying Colonel Bockenheim's daugh- ter " CYRILLA. 17 u His daughter ! " exclaimed the Baroness haugh- tily ; " no, indeed, I never thought of such a connexion ! We can easily find some one more suitable." " Yes, yes, we can easily find some one more suitable," repeated Rupert, while he hurried to- wards the door. " Time enough, time enough. I give you the next ten years to look out for a wife for me. No man should ever marry until he is past thirty." " Generally speaking, perhaps, you are right ; but in your case it is otherwise. You are the last of the Adlerkron Windhorsts ; and know, that should you die without having children, estates that have been in our family for hundreds of years fall to the crown. Windhorst you know " u I know, I know," cried Rupert ; " but your other nephew, Walden of Waldenburg, is precisely in the same position. Why don't you bestow some care on the preservation of your own imme- diate family ? Conrad must be a well-grown lad by this time. What's his age ?" "Don't name him to me!" she exclaimed an- grily. " The son of a brother I disliked so much, and who did not scruple to injure my reputation in every way that lay in his power, shall never in- herit anything from me. All my hopes and ex- pectations are centred in you." " I 'm very sorry to hear it," said Rupert, with 18 CYRILLA. an impatient sigh, " and wish that I had a brother or any thing that would save me from proposals of marriage, and prevent so many people from in- teresting themselves in my concerns." u I hope you have no objection to my expressing some interest about you, Eupert ? " " O, of course not." " Well then, I wish to speak a few words to you about something really of importance, and deeply interesting to us both." "I am afraid Glaneck expects me, — if you would only postpone your communication until I return " " But you intend to spend the whole day with him: I heard you say so!" cried his aunt with visible irritation. " You never bestow five minutes' attention on me, however," she added with affected resignation ; " you learned to treat me with indif- ference and disrespect from your uncle, and I ought never to have submitted to it from either of you." Eupert had heard this so often that he either no longer doubted the fact, or deemed it unnecessary to attempt a contradiction, and merely replied while his hand was on the lock of the door : " I intended to have remained out late, but if you desire it I shall endeavour to get back in time to talk to you before you go to bed. Early to-morrow morning I must start for the north ; the remainder of my leave of absence ought to be spent at Windhorst : they CYRILLA. 19 tell me the roof wants repair again ; I wish half the castle would fall to the ground — the other half would be more than large enough for me!" " Rupert!" "You need not look so shocked; there's no harm in a man's wishing his ancestors had been more economical in stone and mortar. I never go to Windhorst without thinking what a famous cavalry barrack it would make ! " " Oh, Rupert ! if your uncle were alive, and could hear you talk in this way, after all the im- provements he made there during your minority ! ' ' " I did occasionally hint something of the kind to him ; for even his presence could not make it other than a magnificently dull place. I am think- ing of buying a very pretty hunting-lodge near Exfort as soon as I find we are likely to be quar- tered there ; but I can tell you all about that in the evening. You may expect me at nine or ten o'clock. Are you satisfied ? May I go ? " His aunt did not look satisfied, but she nodded her head, and Rupert, uttering a hasty au revoir, left the room. 20 CYRILLA. CHAPTER II. Soon after her nephew left her, the Baroness, muffling herself in a fur-lined cloak, and accom- panied by her housekeeper, descended the stairs to inspect the rooms prepared for the reception of her sister-in-law and her two daughters. Under pre- tence of a wish to be useful and kind to relatives in not very brilliant circumstances, and altogether forgetting to mention that her wealth had not been able to procure her one friend, or even a companion whose presence she could tolerate, she had offered them the use of some apartments on the ground- floor of her house, after having found it impossible to induce any tenant to remain more than a few months in them. It is probable her sister-in-law would have declined the permission to occupy them, had not the letter containing the proposal hinted something conciliatory about a " certain important paragraph in her husband's will," and a u hope that her house would henceforward be a home for her sister-in-law and her daughters." CYRILLA. 21 Unwilling to decline the first advance towards friendship on the part of their rich relation, they had not ventured to refuse, and they quitted Italy with heavy hearts ; and from Meran they wrote to request the Baroness to purchase whatever furniture was absolutely necessary in the first instance, but to avoid any expense beyond their means. Nothing could be more comfortless than the appearance of the large low rooms with their half-dozen chairs, hard cushionless sofas, and scanty white curtains. The Baroness Adlerkron, however, seemed to think it quite good enough for the expected occupants, and even found some of the bedroom furniture un- necessarily costly. " Painted chests of drawers and wardrobes would have answered the purpose quite as well, Monica," she observed to the housekeeper, who stood shiver- ing beside her, " painted in imitation of cherry- wood or walnut, you know. This is an unneces- sary expense — don't forget to collect all the bills, that my sister-in-law may see exactly the price of everything." The woman sneered slightly, and murmured something about stoves requiring to be heated, as there had been no fires since the whitewashing. " The time of their arrival is too uncertain," replied the Baroness coldly ; " but you had better bespeak wood for them — not, however, from the peasant who supplies me ; I wish as much as pos- 22 CYRILLA. sible to avoid employing the same tradespeople." She drew her cloak tighter round her, and walked up stairs. After looking over her house-accounts, and scold- ing a good deal about the extravagance practised, without exception, by every member of her estab- lishment, she summoned her maid and changed her dress. The morning wrapper was thrown aside, and a silk dress, evincing an economical inclination to follow the latest fashion without a too great ex- penditure of stuff, was substituted ; an indescriba- ble fantastic head-dress, supposed to be Hungarian, composed of bright-coloured velvet ribbons, partly concealed her dark hair, which was but slightly tinged with grey; and while she amused herself clasping bracelets on her wrists, her maid kneeling before her tied the sandals of a pair of diminutive silk shoes the colour of her robe. With satisfac- tion she glanced at both feet and hands, and then a little less confidently at her full length image in the glass. It was the reflection of a woman past her prime, but not yet faded : the marked and regular features were still so handsome, that, as she gazed, a smile of proud approbation stole over them — a row of teeth of faultless purity became visible, and she turned away, calling her dogs around her, as she held out her hand impatiently for her handkerchief. The maid, in presenting it, said diffidently , " Mar- tin wishes to know if the sledge will be " CYRILLA. 23 " Martin may wait for my orders," said the Ba- roness, haughtily interrupting her. " His daughter was so very ill last night, that " " I know nothing of his daughter — I have never heard of his having a wife," said the Ba- roness, frowning ; and then, shaking her handker- chief in the air, which was a signal for her dogs to make violent springs to catch it, she walked on to the drawing-room, followed by all four barking and snarling around her. The house seemed to have increased in gloomi- ness even since the morning — no ray of winter sun now lightened its vaulted corridors — no sound more cheerful than the barking of small clogs enlivened them. Situated in that part of the town which lost its brilliancy and fashion when the Crown Prince of Bavaria ceased to inhabit the closely ap- proximate palace of Mirabel, it had, with the ex- ception of the bel etage, been let to a numerous but quiet family of the name of Bornstedt. They were respectable, and paid their rent regularly ; and the Baroness, in a condescending sort of way, in- formed them, through her porter, that they might continue to do so, even after she had taken posses- sion of her own apartments. She explained at some length to her avocat, that " having a family of that description in the house was rather desir- able than otherwise for a widow — it would prevent 24 CYKILLA. attempts at robbery or anything of that kind ; but as they did not live in her l world/ any idea of social intercourse was of course quite out of the question. They were very good sort of people, and she hoped they would have sense enough to understand their position." She took care that they should learn it soon enough ; for when chance, in any place, brought them together, though she graciously returned the bows and curtsies of the whole family with an in- clination of her head, her lips refused to move or even part for a moment, lest such condescension on her part should provoke familiarity and draw her into a sort of acquaintance. Haughtily had she ordered her servant to refuse them admission, when, after she had been established in her house about ten days, they, in the excess of their civility, came to pay what they considered a visit of imperative politeness ; and this she had done after having been informed by her maid (for servants will talk to each other) that the Bornstedts were only wait- ing for their spring bonnets, and that Miss Joseph- ine, or as she was familiarly called Miss Pepi, had got a new muslin frock for the occasion. With deliberate cruelty, too, she had watched until one fine fete day — when the said spring bon- nets and new frock had left the house to grace and enliven with their presence one of the numerous gardens in the neighbourhood — to return the visit. CYRILLA. 25 As the happy family -party, joyous and a little noisy, sauntered down the street, she put on her bonnet and shawl, and with a card on which was engraved " La Baronne d'Adlerkron Windhorst ne'e Baronne de' Walden Waldenburg" in her hand, she desired a footman to ring the bell on the second floor. Following just enough to make her- self visible in the distance to the maid who opened the door, she turned down a corner of the card to denote that she had been there in person, and then again descended the stairs. One last faint effort was made by the Bornstedts to be " neighbourly," as they termed it. A short time afterwards, when they met her entering the house, they endeavoured with considerable volu- bility to express their regret at not having been at home when she " had done them the honour to call." She bowed her head haughtily two or three times, and then continued her conversation with a young officer who stood beside her, quite unheedful of their abashed countenances as they drew aside to let her and her companion pass them. This young man was known by the name of the Adlerkron aid-de-camp. He had brought a letter of introduc- tion to her — had been invited to her house, and some way or other had got a habit of going there every day. Nor had he been singular either in this name or in his habits ; each following regiment had furnished a successor, sometimes older, some- VOL. I. C '2Q CYRILLA. times uglier, never younger, until the time our tale commences : but if we follow the Baroness into her drawing-room now, it will puzzle us to find out what can induce so very young a man as Count Ivan Polyak to spend every hour, not claimed by actual duties, in that large cold room. Perhaps he wished to have a lounge in one of the first houses in the town — perhaps he was an admirer of the still handsome Baroness — perhaps he liked people to talk about him : these reasons, and some others of a less creditable description, were commonly assigned him by the Salzburg world, which proves that the world there can be as unnecessarily cen- sorious as elsewhere. The fact was, he had only just joined his regiment — had been educated at home in the heart of Hungary. Half proud, half shy, and not particularly clever, he had not learned to feel at ease among his comrades excepting when he was on horseback ; while with the Baroness he could talk of his father, mother, brothers, sisters, and tutor, without reserve : besides she was a cor- rect and unwearying accompanier on the piano- forte, and he sang a little and played the flute in a melancholy gentlemanlike sort of way. Though not an amusing, the Baroness was a loquacious woman — was accustomed to have some one to listen to and answer her appropriately ; and during both her married and widowed life she had always had a tame man of some kind or other about her, CYRILLA. 27 so that such a person had become at last absolutely indispensable. The French have their cavalier ser- vant— the Italians their cicisbeo — the Germans their hausfreund. The English vocabulary (on this occasion one may rejoice in the poverty of the language) fails to furnish a word, so we must be satisfied with the Salzburg military denomination, and say that the aid-de-camp was a small slight young man, with coal-black hair and eyes, a sal- low complexion, turned-up nose, and slightly pro- jecting chin; his tightly - fitting hussar uniform was worn with such ease, that it seemed what it nearly was, rather a national costume than a mili- tary dress. He sprang across the room to meet her as she entered, and then commenced some noisy play with the dogs until she had established herself on the sofa, and drawn an elaborately inlaid spindle-legged work-table towards her, from the silk pouch of which she drew forth a huge piece of tapestry. Then he sat down beside her, and while the dogs endeavoured to tempt him to continue their boister- ous sport by scratching and whining at his boots or springing on his knee, he unceremoniously pushed them down with one hand, while, leaning forward, he with the other endeavoured to construct various incongruous edifices by heaping together the differ- ent implements of female industry, bonbonieres, 28 CYRILLA. vinaigrettes, flacons, and all the other miscellanies usually collected on such tables. "I scarcely expected to see you to-day," she said, taking a pair of scissors out of his hand. " How did you happen not to join the sledging party into Bavaria?" " I feared they would make me drink too much of that sour Rhine wine, which I cannot learn to like ; so I refused to go with them. I suppose it is had taste on my part ; but I think our wines better." " Tokay against johannesberg," said the Baron- ess. " Exactly. By the by, I regret to say that you must wait until spring for the tokay I promised you : we have no roads passable at present, so the wine must come with my horses — I am sorry for the delay." " It is of no consequence. But what do you in- tend to do with more horses ? you told me yester- day you intended to sell your greys." u Very true ; but — you see — I often want money, and am continually obliged to apply to my father : to do him justice he has been liberal enough — but I am a bad manager, and he has now informed me that he can send me no more — but a as many horses and as much brandy as I choose." " Brandy ! " CYRILLA. 29 u Yes ; we have distilleries on our estates — most people in our neighbourhood have." " I suppose," said the Baroness, " as the Bava- rians have breweries?" " Very likely ; I don't know anything about Ba- varia as yet, excepting that the beer is good." " Well— but— about the brandy? " " Brandy he offered me, and corn too, but they were not in my line, so I chose the horses." " And how many do you expect ? " " I don't know ; a good lot at all events, for we have everything on a grand scale at home." u I wonder your father does not sell his corn and brandy." u We are so quite out of the way of roads and markets, our brandy is sold to the people about us, and the produce forms the greater part of our in- come. As to the rest, we have everything we want for the plentiful keeping of a house, with servants and horses unnumbered." " But when you went to Pesth " " Oh my mother and sisters always quartered themselves on our relations ; my father never moved, he was bored enough by their coming back with all sorts of new dresses and ideas." " New ideas ! of what kind ? " " Why, the last was, that we must invite all the officers quartered within ten or twelve miles of 30 CYRILLA. us to our house, and from that time they never were out of it : my eldest sister married one of them, an Austrian, and we thought it a famous thing at first." " And not at last ? " " Why, not exactly. When I visited her in Vienna, on my way here, she was living in a queer out of the way lodging, and could only afford to keep one pair of the horses my father had given her ; then, she and her husband went to every one's house who asked them, and never gave anything at all themselves. I thought the concern shabby, and told Ilka my opinion plainly enough." " I daresay she told you hers in return." " She said I was a foolish boy, and did not know how people lived in civilized countries ! " " A most slighting speech," said the Baroness, smiling ; U unpardonable, if it had not been made by a relation and countrywoman." " Oh in her heart she is as much a Magyar as I am ; nevertheless, we had a desperate battle, in which I should have been victorious if her husband had not come to her assistance. It is only lately, how- ever, that I have begun to find out what he meant by people in civilized countries living on money, and not on the raw produce of the land. When at home, I had everything I wanted, and never knew CYRILLA. 31 how it was procured — now, I am obliged to pay for every glass of wine I drink.'' " You don't find your present state of indepen- dence so agreeable as you expected, perhaps ? " " Not quite ; and, if living on money be, as my brother-in-law says, a stride towards civilisation, I wonder what he would call living, as I do now, on nothing at all ? " " That is the excess of civilisation," said the Baroness, laughing, " and can only take place for any length of time in highly civilized cities ! " u Indeed ! But even in highly civilized cities, if one happen to have a brute of a banker " " Hush," cried the Baroness, playfully ; " I have a great respect for bankers — all reputable people have ; there are few better trades, and in time of war or rumours of war, like the pre- sent " " Oh, if there were a war, I should have very little to do with the bankers — I could forage for myself then." " Of course you would ; but while we are wait- ing for the commencement of hostilities, suppose we drive out in the sledge?" It was ordered, and her maid appeared with muffling in every possible form, and a bonnet with long waving feathers. Now the sledge, with its costly furs, silver bells, tassels, and plumed horses, was by many degrees the handsomest in Salzburg : 32 CYRILLA. the occupants, therefore, were more pleased than surprised to perceive that people stopped to look at or after them as they dashed along the streets and over the bridge. They saw not the nods, the shrugs, the scornful smiles, or vulgar winks that pursued them ; with undisguised satisfaction and unerring hand Polyak guided the impatient snort- ing horses and fragile vehicle over the frozen snow, more pleased, however, than his companion, when they were overtaken on the Walser Felder by the military sledging party to Bavaria, It seemed as if all the officers of the garrison had turned out, and each as he passed saluted with grave mien and laughing eyes, Kupert not excepted, even while he called out " Ten o'clock at latest ! " On their return, as Polyak was about to take leave, the Baroness asked him to share her dinner. Without a moment's hesitation he accepted the in- vitation ; and it was very evident that he felt him- self quite at home when soon after seated opposite her, at a little table, in a little room, with a very little dinner before him. CYRILLA. 33 CHAPTER III. As the hour appointed by Rupert drew near, the Baroness became fidgety, cross, and hungry, and the moment the clock struck ten she rang the bell violently and ordered supper. She had time to eat it, and might have sat quietly ruminating after- wards, as is so strongly recommended by physicians in general, had not restlessness instead of quietude been her habit, which, as it proceeded from the neglected cultivation of an active mind, and total want of real occupation of any description, was a torment to every one about or depending on her. The servants, even those who had stolen off to bed, were now put in requisition. One was sent with a note to Count Polyak to ask if the sledging party had not yet returned; others were to make inquiries of the sentinels at the two entrances of the town from the Bavarian side ; others again to watch at open windows, to give notice of the sound of approaching sledges; while she herself walked up C2 34 CYRILLA. and down the room, not suffering uneasiness, but yielding unreservedly to impatience and ill-temper. It was in this ruffled state that she now awaited her nephew's return, and it was perhaps a fortunate circumstance that, when he arrived, his companions detained him long to say adieu, and make promises of beating up his quarters during the ensuing sum- mer. At length they were gone, and Rupert bounded up the stairs, and presented himself to his aunt a perfect personification of good humour. " Capital fellows the officers here !" he exclaimed: " Never met a jollier set !" " You look as if you had been more than jolly," observed his aunt. " Then my looks belie me," he answered, slightly shrugging his shoulders, and then stooping to play with the dogs, determined not to commence a con- versation which he would rather have avoided. " Have you supped ?" she asked abruptly. " Yes, thank you : hours ago." " And a you had a gay party and Count Glaneck enjoyed it as much as any of you?" Rupert stared; he knew his aunt did not care the least in the world for his friend, so he answered laughingly, that " Glaneck had been very cheerful, and he was sme would be extremely flattered if he heard of her kind inquiries about him." "Hum It seems he has quite got over the loss of his wife !" CYRILLA. 35 11 Oh, no ; he speaks of her constantly ; and, from what he says, is not likely to find any one to supply her place." " And yet he must many again, I suppose," said the Baroness ; " widowers generally do when they have children." " Perhaps he may," said Eupert. " If I had known that you were curious on the subject, I should have asked him." " Pshaw," cried his aunt impatiently ; "he is a man I rather dislike than otherwise; but he has been an exemplary husband, they say, and may have recommended you to a Perhaps, how- ever, it is better to speak plainly, and say at once what I mean." " I wish you would," said Eupert; and perceiving that evasion was no longer possible, he added, " I have returned home early on purpose to hear all you have to say to me before I leave." " Must you then go to-morrow?" "Yes." " And your aunt and cousins hourly expected! " •' I regret extremely not being able to renew my acquaintance with them, but I can no longer post- pone my journey; and I should think that a few months sooner or later can be of very little import- ance to any of us." " I think differently, however. Do you remem- ber your cousins ? " 36 CYRILLA. " Scarcely. I have not seen them for more than twelve years — not since the time of the Royal Congress at Aix, you know, when Melanie married Count Falkenstein." " Yes; I remember we had to give them money to go there, as some one foolishly told your uncle Carl the baths might be of use to him. Physicians should never order baths for people who have not money to pay for them !" " But they were of use to him," said Rupert. " He was quite cheerful and well afterwards." " At all events he got Melanie off his hands before she had time to make a fool of herself," said his aunt ; " but, to return to your cousins Fernanda and Cyrilla, you have not told me what impression they made on you." " None whatever," replied Rupert laughing ; " they were mere children, and did nothing but learn lessons and practise the pianoforte from morning till night. They must be dreadfully accomplished by this time, I should think ! Me- lanie, however, made quite as deep an impression on me as you seem to desire. She certainly was, when she married Falkenstein, the most beautiful woman I ever saw. She is still very handsome, and still the most romantic, poetical " " She is an authoress," cried his aunt interrupt- ing him — " an authoress ; and I hate women who write books. I have no fancy for figuring in print, CYRILLA. 37 and therefore will have nothing to do with her. She has never taken the least notice of me since her marriage; but I don't want her, nor does she want me in any way it seems, and so we are equal. Your other two cousins are, however, differently situated. I am afraid they will not be satisfied with the permission to occupy part of my house ; they, or at least their mother, will expect me to do something for them " " But surely," said Rupert with a look of sur- prise, " surely you must have had some intentions of that kind when you proposed their coming here?" " You seem to forget, Rupert, that you will be a loser in exact proportion to my generosity." " There is no generosity in the case. Give them at once what my uncle bequeathed them." " I shall do no such thing; they have got enough from me already — besides, he left it to them only in case they should marry with my consent !" " Oh, there will be no difficulty on that score here, if you do not object to the military line. Let's see : there's Glaneck for one Ah, now I know why you inquired so particularly about him — Glaneck for one, and Polyak for the other ! Pol is a capital little fellow — domestic habits, and all that sort of thing!" and Rupert laughed merrily, undisturbed by his aunt's frowning countenance. " You talk as if I were a common matchmaker," she observed angrily. u Most women," he said, still laughing, " have, 38 CYRILLA. I believe, an inclination to provide for the domestic happiness of their unmarried friends ; and I have little doubt that you have already formed plans for both your nieces. Now, my advice to you is, that you refrain from using your authority on so very important an occasion : tell them that their uncle's legacy is theirs when they choose to claim it, and that you leave them at liberty to marry when and whom they please." " You talk lightly of a large sum of money, Ru- pert ; however, this is the very subject on which I wished to speak to you." " You surely did not think that I would attempt to dissuade you from such laudable intentions?" asked Rupert smiling. " Wait until you hear my whole plan. You know your uncle's and my greatest wish has ever been that in the course of time you should repurchase Adlerkron, the place from which we take our name, and that your grandfather so foolishly sold in order to buy shares in those odious copper mines " " Which," said Rupert, " have turned out very well, and are a vast deal more profitable than Adlerkron." " He would have sold Windhorst too if he had had the power," cried the Baroness indig- nantly. " 'Twas a pity he could not, as he then would have retained Adlerkron," said Rupert. " I am sorry that place has gone out of the family." CYRILLA. 39 u Now you are talking rationally. — So you would like to have Adlerkron again ?" " Of course I should ; but Polinsky asks a fancy price for it now." " And you have been negotiating with him about it?" u Yes ; but finding it quite beyond my means, I intend to employ my minority capital in another purchase." " No, no, Rupert; Adlerkron is not beyond your means if you will only do as I propose. I must endeavour to keep my fortune undivided for you, and at the same time do something for these girls. I cannot, therefore, think of a better plan than that you should marry one of them : Fernanda is too near your own age, but Cyrilla is scarcely eighteen, and when I saw her promised to be very pretty." Rupert had expected a proposal of marriage, and had already mentally refused all his female acquaint- ance ; his cousins had never once occurred to him, and, though determined to decline the alliance, he was for a moment unprepared to answer, and his aunt continued with evident satisfaction : " You see, Rupert, the connexion is in every way desira- ble— your aunt too is such a — a — very worthy person, and has taken such enormous pains with the education of her daughters, that they must be everything a reasonable man could desire in a wife. T should have preferred letting things take a natural 40 CYRILLA. course, and had you consented to await their arrival, it is very probable that you would have thought of this plan yourself; but, to be quite candid with you, I have another and stronger motive than I have yet ventured to tell you for urging this match." Eupert looked up but did not speak, and she continued — " Your determination to return to the north to- morrow has confirmed all my fears that you may at last be inveigled into a marriage with that half French girl — that artful Yirginie de Lindesmar, who they say actually attempted to poison herself in a fit of desperation about you." Eupert sprang from his seat, exclaiming angrily, " This is intolerable ! How can you believe or repeat such nonsense, Madam?" " Whatever you may say, Eupert, some founda- tion for this report there certainly was : her mother, who it was said at first joined and assisted her, grew frightened, and hushed up the affair as well as she could; but Virginie de Lindesmar most certainly attempted to poison herself one night after a ball, and it was supposed you intended to marry her from compassion, though every one agreed in saying that you had not committed yourself in any way. I have my correspondents, you see, and know more about you than you imagined." " Any thing else, Madam? " asked Eupert with affected composure. CYRILLA. 41 " Oh yes. One person who wrote to me on the subject added, that Virginie had confessed that she " "I beg your pardon for interrupting you, but when I assure you that I never thought of marry- ing her or or any one else, in all my life " "They say, however," persisted his aunt, "they say that a sort of conditional engagement exists be- tween you." " Then," answered Rupert, impatiently, " re- ports contradict each other in this instance, for they say, also, that she is about to be, or is actually, married to a Frenchman — a Vicomte de Rubigny, and she is in all probability by this time in Italy with him, as he is attached to some embassy there. On that subject at least let us avoid a dispute." " I never knew any one so fond of mystery, or so tenacious of secrets as you are, Rupert. Any other would have told me the true state of the case at once, when they knew they might rely on my discretion." " I really have nothing to tell. You know how very intimate 1 have always been with the Lindes- mars. I played with Virginie when she was a child, and danced and sang with her when she became older. What could be more natural ? If people choose to give us in marriage to each other, I cannot help it. Surely you have lived long 42 CYRILLA. enough in the world to know that reports of that kind are often almost without foundation." " Then the stories about her jealousy, and the laudanum, and her mother's intrigues, are not true, and she never went to your rooms disguised as a student or " " Heaven and earth!" cried Rupert, losing all patience, " this is too much ! I have told you that she is married, or going to be married, and as she will never in any way be connected with our fa- mily, she cannot in the least interest you in future. If you have not anything of more consequence to discuss, I shall propose going to bed, as I start very early in the morning." " Why, you have not given me any answer to my proposal about your cousin." " My cousin ? Cyrilla, I think, it was you said ? I a consider the relationship too near." " Nonsense, Rupert ! The Adlerkrons and Waldens are cousins, and have gone on inter- marrying for three successive generations !" " I won't marry my cousin," said Rupert, fold- ing his arms as he leaned against the stove with a look of great resolution ; " I have no doubt that she is very pretty, and very accomplished, and all that a reasonable man could desire, as you so justly observed ; but I am not sufficiently reasonable to take a wife on recommendation, and must and will choose for myself." CYKILLA. 43 " Your wife will have no enviable lot!" cried his aunt, angrily ; " for a more obstinate, passion- ate, disagreeable man does not exist than you have become during the last few years !" " If such be your opinion of me," said Rupert, with some irritation, u I cannot conceive how you could think of sacrificing your niece so barbar- ously." u My niece must many whoever I please, and I shall not think it at all necessary to consult her inclinations on the subject : it will be very odd if I cannot control her at least ! You consider yourself independent of me, and brave my authority with- out the slightest consideration ; but there are limits even to w?^ indulgence Do not try me too far, Rupert my affection for you is great, but it has bounds ; and once for all I tell you, that if you do not consent to marry Cyrilla — I — I will — never ^ forgive you — never speak to you again — and all connexion between us will end this night ! " u As you please, madam." u So you will not many her?" asked his aunt, in a voice trembling with anger. u No — no — certainly not." u Then," she cried, rising from her chair and vehemently pushing aside everything with which she came in contact, " then, this must be our last interview. When your whole conduct is a system of opposition to my wishes, you camiot ex- 44 CYRILLA. pect that I should still consider you as my son, or look upon you as my heir ! To-morrow I shall make another will, and I feel myself exonerated from the necessity of even naming you in it." " I might remind you of my uncle's intentions and wishes," cried Rupert, his eyes flashing and his face flushed ; " and I might try to make you aware of the unreasonableness of your command, but — I am only too glad to escape my present thraldom on any terms ; and pray keep in mind that you have yourself pronounced me free — dis- carded me. Gratitude for my uncle's kindness and care, not mercenary motives, has bound me to you hitherto. I beg in future that you will alto- gether forget my existence." He strode out of the room as he pronounced the last word, leaving his aunt in a state of mixed as- tonishment and rage. No longer controlled by his presence, she paced the room with unequal steps, murmuring unintelligibly words of dire import. At the end of a quarter of an hour she became calmer, seated herself again, and, while she im- patiently tapped the arms of her chair, began to think that she might perhaps have gone too far. Her threat (for it was nothing more) of disinherit- ance had been received in a manner that had com- pletely confounded her : she regretted having been so premature with the disclosure of her plan, and saw plainly how injudiciously she had acted in los- CYRILLA. 45 ing her temper when she ought to have been most temperate. The sound of horses entering the gate- way made her start : she felt convinced that, late as it was, Rupert was about to leave her house — perhaps for ever. She rushed into the adjoining room, and rang without intermission the bell which denoted a summons for her maid, until she ap- peared. "What noise is that on the stair?" she asked quickly. " They are carrying down the carriage cases. I have already told them not to make so much noise," she replied, quietly placing a chair before the toilet-table, and a pair of slippers beside it. " How absurd to leave at such an hour ! Go directly to Baron Adlerkron, and tell him I wish to speak to him again — there was something which I forgot to say to him. Tell him no go at once," she cried, waving her hand im- patiently. u Perhaps," she murmured, pressing her hands together, u perhaps he will refuse to come to me ; and, for a girl about whom I am perfectly indiffer- ent, I may have lost the only one of our family left me to care for, and whose position in the world could add dignity to mine ! I ought to have made allowance for his warmth of temper, and after all I could not expect him to take a wife without hav- ing seen her !" 46 CYRILLA. She listened anxiously as steps approached, and presently Rupert entered her room enveloped in furs, and evidently on the eve of departure. After a struggle for composure, she began re- proachfully, " I wonder, Rupert, you are not ashamed to give way to such violence of temper. You ought to endeavour to overcome these bursts of passion " " I thought it was you who had been angry," he answered, with a good-humoured smile. "Is it not anger that makes you set out on your journey at such an hour of the night?" she asked quickly. " I like travelling at night ; and besides, I feel that I have nothing more to do here, now that I am to be disinherited." " Pooh, nonsense ! I only said that when I was angry — I mean displeased — I never for a moment seriously thought of such a thing ! " " I do not know what you thought, but I heard what you said, and to prevent a renewal of the subject, I disclaim all expectations of any kind — the purport of your will I shall never inquire. Freedom of action is worth more than all you could bestow on me. I should act as I do now even if I were poor ; how much more easily can I do so when your fortune, large as it is, is no object to me whatever. " No object whatever ! " CYKILLA. 47 " None ; for, much as I am habituated to wealth, there never was any one whose personal wants were so few, or whose tastes so simple as mine. I am independent in every sense of the word." u And, to prove your independence, you will some day many a woman without either fortune or con- nexion ! " " I have determined at all events not to many Cyrilla: I feel a sort of incipient dislike to her, which will probably in time ripen into a respectable kind of hatred." " Eupert, you would provoke a saint : it is im- possible to know whether you are jesting or in earnest." " Believe me, aunt, I have no inclination to jest about matrimony; every approach to the subject seems doomed to be a source of annoyance to me. I sometimes feel as if I were predestined to be unfortunate in my choice, or in my wife, though, to avoid it, I have resolved not to marry until I am desperately in love with some one in every way desirable." " Oh, Eupert, nothing can be so desirable as what I have proposed; I cannot understand a man making objections, when everything can be arranged satisfactorily." "Cannot you?" said Eupert, half laughing; " perhaps we are more inclined to make objections than women." 48 CYRILLA. " But you have not so much at stake " " Have n't we '? " he said, looking impatiently towards the door. " Well, well, I shall say no more about it ; but before you go, you must promise to forget what I said to you just now." 11 Do you mean about Cyrilla? " " No, I mean about my will: if, however, you would remain until to-morrow " " If I did, you know we should spend the time in useless arguments." " Say at once, Rupert, that you do not intend to marry." " I shall say no such thing. Cyrilla is perhaps the only person against whom I feel a decided antipathy." " Obstinate boy ! " " Boy! " repeated Rupert, laughing; " well, be it so, but let me then hear no more about wives and marriage." " And when may I expect to see you again?" " Some time next summer per — haps." " And in the meantime," said his aunt, " should I find Cyrilla I mean, in case I should wish to see you for a few days, will you not come tome?" " Oh, of course, if it be possible; but understand me, I will not marry Cyrilla." CYRILLA. 49 " May I at least depend on your consulting me before you decide on any one else? " u I cannot promise that," said Rupert; " to con- sult is half to ask advice, which one should not do without some intention of following it; but you shall hear time enough for us to quarrel about it a few weeks, at the end of which time " " You will do exactly what you please," cried his aunt, interrupting him; "I see you are incor- rigible." Rupert laughed, took leave, and hurried down the stairs into the cold night air with a light heart, and a determination that many months should elapse before he again would enter the house he was then leaving. VOL. I. 50 CYRILLA. CHAPTER IV. The next day brought the travellers, who had been so anxiously expected. Had they arrived twenty-four hours sooner their reception would have perhaps been different ; but the Baroness Adlerkron now felt more annoyance than interest as she stood at a window and saw, with a mixture of irritation and scorn, the heavily packed hired carriage, in which her relatives had made their journey, roll slowly under the archway into the house. She had been watching with Polyak the snow-storm that had prevented them from sledging, and served as an excuse for him to remain to dinner. As he now turned away and began hastily to drink off his coffee, naturally supposing it neces- sary to leave her, she observed carelessly, u You need not hurry ; they will scarcely come up stairs for the next half-horn.' or more, and I don't feel the least inclination to go to them." In the meantime, however, her servants ran un- CYRILLA. 51 bidden down the stairs. Some assisted to unpack the carriage, while others opened the rooms and commenced lighting- the fires. " Pray, mamma, don't take off your cloak or you will be frozen," cried Fernanda springing to- wards her mother, and endeavouring to warm her hands by rubbing them in her own, which were equally cold and stiff. They looked round the room and shivered. " How gloomy ! How wretched and inhospi- table these rooms appear tome!" exclaimed Cyrilla with dismay. " Oh, what a change is this ! These are vaults, not apartments!" u Wait until they are warm and we have had time to make ourselves at home in them before you pass judgment," said her mother, glancing significantly towards her sister-in-law's servants. u You are much too hasty in forming your opinion of places and persons." u I don't think I shall ever feel at home here or ever be warm again," she rejoined heedlessly while she took off her bonnet, and pushed back a profu- sion of long fair ringlets, showing a bright joyous face in all the indefinite beauty of extreme youth ; then suddenly observing that her mother looked very grave, she half-playfully, half-seriously knelt down on a footstool beside her, and taking one of her hands in both hers, silently watched the bring- ing in and partial unpacking of some military- s 52 CYRILLA. looking cases, on which time had nearly obliterated the letters and numbers that had for years ensured them a place on the baggage waggons of a very distinguished regiment. There was a quiet in- difference to trifling discomforts in the manner of all three, — an absence of whatever was not abso- lutely necessary in the contents of these chests, that proved more plainly than words that the owners had travelled long and far. And in fact this had been the case in no common degree ; for the Baroness Carl Adlerkron had never been in- duced to part with her daughters, either to send them to a school or to relations whose lives were more tranquil than her own. They had, therefore, with her followed their father during his lifetime, and afterwards a constant pursuit of health had made the south of France and Italy the scene of perpetual wanderings. Of the seclusion supposed to be necessary for the purpose of education they knew nothing; even as children both sisters had mixed in society, — it had become habit, second na- ture to them ; and yet Cyrilla, with her unembar- rassed manners and gradually acquired knowledge of social life, was as little worldly, and quite as inno- cent, as any blushing girl who has just returned to her family after having passed eight or ten years of her life in a Pensionnat or " Establishment," with well jalousied windows, and high-walled grass gar- den, learning to speak French and work embroidery. CYRILLA. 53 When their aunt's servants were gone, Fernanda began to assist the elderly grave-looking Swiss maid to unpack, while Cyrilla first walked and then danced round the room. "The furniture here," she said merrily, "will not damp our voices when we sing, or impede our movements when we dance." " I must say," observed Fernanda laughing, " our aunt has followed somewhat too implicitly the directions to avoid expense : we must have another sofa directly, that mamma may be able to enjoy her afternoon sleep. I hope the stove is be- ginning to get warm." Cyrilla went towards it, — not a particle of heat had as yet penetrated the antiquated mass of tiles which filled one entire comer of the room, reaching to the very ceiling. "No one would imagine," she said, placing her hands on the different parts where the warmth was most likely to penetrate, — " Xo one, I am sure, would imagine that that civil housemaid of my aunt's shoved half a tree into its gaping mouth !" " I think," said Fernanda, " these rooms must have been intended for a porter who was to be allowed an unlimited quantity of wood ; we shall be obliged to spend half our income buying fuel." " My dear girls," said their mother, " you seem to forget that we have the apartments free of rent. Instead of abusing the stove, let us give it time 54 CYRILLA. to warm the room, while we go to your aunt, who seems to expect us to seek our welcome." They followed her as she ascended the stairs in silence, Fernanda endeavouring, as well as she could, to arrange her dress and smooth her ruffled hair. She was painfully conscious of the plainness of her appearance, — knew that her hair would not fall of itself into picturesque waves and curls like Cyrilla's — knew that her features were irregular, and that freckles disfigured the reddish fairness of her complexion, — and never forgot that her figure, diminutive and thin, was particularly unattractive. The early knowledge which she had acquired of these imperfections had ahly seconded her mother's efforts to make them forgotten by diversified ac- quirements. Without decided talent, or even strong inclination for any of the arts, perseverance had made her a good musician, a correct painter, and a perfect dancer. Count Ivan Polyak was leaving the Baroness' apartments as they entered them ; he moved aside to let them pass, and, while they scarcely observed him, he stood and deliberately examined the three persons concerning whom he had lately heard so much, and with whose ages, habits, hopes, fears, and expectations he was perfectly acquainted. They became conscious of their gradual approach to the drawing-room by the barking of dogs, — were formally announced like ordinary visiters, CYRILLA. OO though in a voice inaudible from the noise in the room, — and some minutes elapsed before they were able to hear the few words of welcome murmured by the Baroness. Cold was the kiss and scrutiniz- ing the glance bestowed on each niece 5 and Fer- nanda's lips closed rigidly, and Cyrilla's eyes filled with tears, when they saw their mother vainly struggling to conceal her annoyance at a reception so different from what she had expected. " You have been long on your journey — Down, Jolie — Minkerl, Minkerl how can you be so tire- some ! — I a expected you several days ago ! " " The weather was inclement, and I was ill." " Dreadful misfortune being so unhealthy. I'm. sure I hope Salzburg may agree with you. No- thing I dread so much as being near any one who is constantly ill — it is so very depressing, and one can't do any good, you know ! " u You speak like all those who do not know what illness is," answered her sister-in-law, with some bitterness ; " from me at least you shall hear nothing of it, and my children are healthy in an unusual degree." The Baroness fixed her eyes on Cyrilla, and observed, — u She is a complete Adlerkron; they have all light hair with natural curl and blue eyes : her eyes are darker than Rupert's — how old is she?" " Seventeen." " And Fernanda?" 56 CYEILLA. " Twenty-three." " How thankful you ought to be that the other two are in heaven ! What would you have done with four daughters now ?" " I can never do otherwise than regret having lost my children," replied her sister-in-law firmly. " Had it pleased God to leave them with me, he would have provided for them also. I have always observed that large families get on well in the world." " Humph ! And what do you mean to do with these two?" " I hope, with your assistance, to see them in time happily married." " That is, you have brought them here on spec- ulation, and have taught them to think ration- ally about men and marriage? You have done well." " I hope I have been able to preserve a due medium," said her sister-in-law with a slight de- gree of irony in her manner. " I think I can answer for my daughters not being unreasonable in their expectations." " So much the better ; it would be absurd if they claimed the privilege of choice. You will allow that if any one ever had a right to choose — I was that person ; and yet I married the man proposed by my father; and had Gottfried been old instead of young, ugly instead of handsome, I should still CYRILLA. £7 have married him. Love had nothing to do with the matter at all!" a I remember hearing something to that pur- port/' said her sister-in-law ; " but mj daughters are still in ignorance of circumstances that oc- curred before they were born, and in no way concern them." u O," said the Baroness, " I thought you might have told them the true state of the case when speaking of me. I do not see why they should not know that their uncle Gottfried chose me because he wanted capital for speculations, — perhaps also because I was the handsomest woman of his ac- quaintance, and that I married him to... to... please my father." "And," said her sister-in-law smiling, " and to punish some one else with whom you had quar- relled." The Baroness ceased playing with her dogs. She even pushed Minkerl rudely away, as she answered, " Precisely ; I did not choose the world to suppose me forsaken. The Waldens are too proud to endure pity !" " I believe," said her sister-in-law smiling, " I believe you have been much more envied than pitied. Your life has been a series of fortunate events ; every speculation of your husband's suc- ceeded beyond his most sanguine expectations; you have enjoyed health and wealth, and have d 2 58 CYRILLA. been celebrated for your beauty. What can a woman desire more in this world ?" " Children to inherit my wealth — children of whom I could be proud when I grow old !" " Ah, I had forgotten that — and children are such a source of interest all one's life, and such a comfort in one's old age — especially daughters." " I don't care for daughters," rejoined the Ba- roness ; "I should have liked to have had a son. You know of course," she added, " that, according to the wishes of Gottfried, I have adopted our nephew Kupert ?" Her sister-in-law bowed ; a long pause ensued, which was broken by the latter asking in a some- what constrained voice, " How Rupert had grown up — it was so many years since she had seen him." u He is everything I could desire — gay, hand- some, fashionable — a little obstinate sometimes; but no one is faultless. By the by, I have some- thing of importance, about which I wish to speak to you the first time we are alone — this evening, perhaps, when the young people have gone to bed " But on this hint the young people, glad of the offered chance of escape, precipitately rose from their chairs, and, notwithstanding their aunt's in- vitation to remain to supper, and assurances that they had quite misunderstood her, they both left the room. CYRILLA. 59 The conversation between the two who remained was, as may be supposed, about the marriage of Rupert and Cyrilla. The Baroness acknowledged the indiscretion of which she had been guilty, in having spoken to the former before he had seen his cousin ; and, although she did not seem to consider the inclinations of the latter of the slightest import- ance, she agreed with her sister-in-law in thinking that Cyrilla should be kept in ignorance of the plan until Rupert had seen and approved of her. She then spoke in terms of sincere admiration of her appearance — doubted not that both girls had been admirably educated ; and, in short, by com- mending her children, made her sister-in-law for- get the coldness of her reception, and the unac- countable pettishness which had been so evident at the beginning of their interview. The ready acquiescence to all her plans put her into good humour ; and, utterly insensible to the wearied looks of the poor invalid traveller, she detained her dis- cussing the same topics until near midnight ; nor even then would she have allowed her to go, had not her sister-in-law declared that she must at least ascertain that Fernanda had gone to bed. " Fer- nanda never allows any one to undress me but herself, as it is then we talk over all our little house- affairs — she is an excellent housekeeper." " It is a pity that she is a... rather... plain," said the Baroness ; " but if she be amiable, accom- 60 CYEILLA. plished, and economical, why... one would not at all mind keeping her at home — every one cannot marry in this world, you know ! Wait a moment, and I can give you a skeleton-key to your apart- ments, which will enable you to enter without ring- ing the bell. Good night." The Baroness Carl took the key, and slowly de- scending the stairs entered her apartments unheard by her eldest daughter, whom she found, as she had expected, in the drawing-room ; but the poor girl had fallen fast asleep sitting perfectly upright in her chair, a small lamp burning dimly on the table beside her, and her hand grasping the key with which she had intended to have admitted her mother. " I believe I have been asleep," she cried, start- ing up. " Had you to wait long? who opened the door for you?" " Your aunt has given me a key; and in future, when she detains me so long, you must promise to go to bed." " What on earth could have induced you to re- main all this time with that disagreeable woman?" asked Fernanda, while she assisted her mother to undress. A pause ensued. Her mother hesitated whether or not she should confide to her daughter the whole of her sister-in-law's plan ; but the habit which she had acquired during the last few years of consulting CYRILLA. 61 Fernanda on all occasions prevailed, and she re- lated without the slightest reserve all that had been said, adding, that the idea of snch a connexion was more familiar to her than her sister-in-law seemed to think, it had so often been proposed by their uncle Gottfried when they were mere children, as a good way of providing for Cyrilla and securing an eligible wife for Rupert. " If you could only ascertain what kind of man he has become ! " observed Fernanda, thoughtfully. " I can only remember when he visited us at Aix that he was a tall fair-haired boy, with most out- rageously high spirits." " It would be a most desirable match," said her mother, musingly, " in every way desirable — for- tune, family, age, exactly what we could wish ! Your aunt," she added, looking up with a smile, " seemed purposely to avoid even the most distant allusion to your uncle Gottfried's will, but of course it has influenced her on the present occasion — Rupert would never think of demanding Cyrilla' s little fortune!" u Do you think it possible," asked Fernanda, " that the five thousand Friedrichs d'or can have induced her to form this plan ? " " Most assuredly, most undoubtedly ; and you must look out for some one who will at least agree to wait until her death ; she will never other- wise give her consent to your marriage. It is a 62 CYRILLA. most fortunate circumstance that she has chosen Rupert for Cyrilla ; and she is in earnest too, for she was very angry with him for refusing to re- main here and not agreeing to marry her at once. I don't in the least blame him ; I think he was quite right ! " " And now," cried Fernanda, u imagine his sur- prise when he sees her — think how he must love her when he knows her! " The conversation continued long in the same strain, ending by an agreement that it would be advisable not only to keep Cyrilla in total ignor- ance of their hopes and expectations, but even to avoid, if it were possible, ever mentioning Rupert's name when she was present. CYR1LLA. 63 CHAPTER V. The Adlerkrons, or as our first acquaintance, the Baroness, chose to have them called, the Carl Adlerkrons, had been but a short time established in Salzburg when they received a letter from the Countess Falkenstein, proposing an immediate visit, and saving that she longed to see her stepmother and sisters again after so many years' separation. If the former had no objection she would take Cyrilla away with her ; she knew that Fernanda was indispensable to her mother's comfort, or she would propose carrying off both, &c. &c. &c. u How very kind of Melanie to write so soon, and to propose coming for me herself at this time of year," said Cyrilla. " You will allow me to go, of course ? " " Yes — I think so — most probably, — but I must first visit your aimt and hear what she says." " My aunt ! " repeated Cyrilla, with a look of surprise : u She can have no objection ; and if she 64 CYRILLA. have any inclination to direct or control us, I hope you will not permit it — your consent is sufficient for me." Her mother and sister exchanged looks; and then the former said quietly, " I think it better to ask her opinion nevertheless. Will you go with me?" " No, thank you. I cannot endure those odious dogs ; and besides, I believe I — I rather dislike my aunt than otherwise." " You must not dislike her ; she really means well, and is interested about you." " Perhaps so ; but it is impossible to force affec- tion, and my feelings towards her nearly resemble antipathy. Ask Fernanda if she thinks my aunt a lovable person." Fernanda shook her head, and bent over her work. " May I write an answer to Melanie ? " " Not until I return," replied her mother, with a little decided nod of her head, which Cyrilla un- derstood so well that even when the door closed between them she refrained from the expression of annoyance that rose to her lips, and silently con- tinued her occupation of sketching imaginary like- nesses of her sister Melanie, while awaiting the termination of the conference. It lasted longer than any of them had expected, for her mother met with opposition as violent as it was unexpected. CYRILLA. 65 The Baroness would not hear of Cyrilla's leaving Salzburg — how could her sister-in-law think of anything so absurd? or how could any reason- able person imagine that an introduction to the society of a provincial town like Exfort could in any way promote their plans for her marriage? The case would be different if Rupert and his regi- ment were quartered there ; but of that there was no chance for the next year or two. In the mean time the less Cyrilla was seen or known the better : she had already perceived that even in Salzburg people were beginning to pay her more attention than was desirable ! Prudence predominated, and the Baroness Carl yielded ; but she softened the announcement to Cyrilla by saying that she thought it very prob- able her aunt would change her mind in the course of a few months, and that it would only be neces- sary to request Melanie to postpone her visit, and delay her journey for a short time. That same day the Baroness wrote a letter to Rupert, beginning with entreaties, and ending with commands that he would forthwith return to Salz- burg— his aunt Sophy was ready to receive him as a son, and Cyrilla was everything that the most fastidious of men could desire. Rupert did not keep her long in suspense ; his answer came by return of post. u He was very glad to hear that his cousin was 66 CYRILLA. so charming — he liked having pretty cousins. On the subject of marriage his ideas were unchanged ; no one should ever force a wife upon him. With respect to returning to Salzburg, that was at pre- sent impossible ; he could not ask for leave of ab- sence for some time, and when he did it would be to go to Exfort, where he hoped to be in the month of May, for the purpose of purchasing a place called Freilands from Prince N. Melanie and Falkenstein had written to him about it, saying that it was within a few miles of the town, well stocked with game, and exactly the sort of thing he had been trying to get." Now, completely convinced that the only chance of bringing Rupert and Cyrilla together would be to send the latter to Exfort, when Melanie again wrote to say that she would delay her journey to Salzburg until February, and that she would take her sister to Berlin and have her presented at court before they went to Exfort — there was no further difficulty made, the Baroness however observing, " That she hoped Melanie was steady enough to take charge of such a girl as Cyrilla ! " " Cyrilla is steadier than you imagine." " She is, however, very young," continued the Baroness, " and so pretty that she will have op- portunities enough of making a fool of herself." " I must say, I do not apprehend any danger whatever." CYKILLA. 67 u But I do. Melanie is too full of sentiment and poetry to observe what is going on about her. I heard lately that she believes in ghosts and animal magnetism, and all sorts of nonsense." " That will not, however, make her house a dangerous place for Cyrilla. During the years we have been separated I have constantly heard of her from friends and relations of my own with whom she is intimate. When she first married I was uneasy about her I confess, but the accounts have been satisfactory in every respect, and she has merely retained a few odd romantic notions that only find vent in words ; besides, Count Falken- stein is such a steady rational domestic man that I could not desire a better protector for Cyrilla than he will be." " Perhaps so, if he would give himself the trouble , to be one but he lives in his office and his study, and pores from morning till night over parchments and protocols, as if he were prime minister instead of president of a provincial govern- ment." u I have been told that he has a great deal of business to transact," said the Baroness Carl as she rose to take leave; w but he oversees and rules his own house as completely as he presides over the district confided to his charge." " Then you mean to write to him about Bupert perhaps?" 6% CYRILLA. " Certainly not ; but if you think we ought to explain to Melanie or hint to Cyrilla " " Better say nothing/' cried the Baroness quickly. " I would give much that I had never mentioned Cyrilla' s name to Rupert ! Most pro- bably what I have said will prevent him from ever looking at her." The Baroness Carl smiled incredulously. " Oh, you don't know what a spirit of opposition he has ! However, there is no use in talking about it any more ; let us hope the best, and don 't forget that I expect you all to coffee to-morrow. We must talk about the Carnival, and consider whether or not it be advisable for Cyrilla to go into society here or not." The question was decided to Cyrilla's satisfac- tion ; she was to be allowed to enjoy herself at that age when enjoyment is unalloyed by recollections of the past or care for the future. And the Carnival commenced. The Carnival ! that word which, to untravelled English ears, con- veys merely some vague ideas of masquerades and mummeries, but to the inhabitants of catholic Europe pleasures innumerable, the more valued because the time is restricted from Twelfth Night to Shrove Tuesday. How often is the question asked, " Shall we have a short or long Carnival ?" How often are the new almanacs consulted ; and when the weeks are few, how quickly the balls CYEILLA. 69 follow each other ; how much pleasure (perhaps we should say amusement) is compressed into the limit- ed space. Every rank of society has its balls, from the court down to the very lowest grade of servants. Dancing is in Germany a passion which pervades all classes alike — in other respects they have but little in common, and seldom mix. Commerce has not often enabled Germans to amass enormous riches; and even were individuals of the burgher class to become possessed of extraordinary wealth, it would not raise them above their original sphere, so strong is the line of demarcation drawn by birth and fortified by prejudice. In England but no; we will not say what wealth can do there. Cleverer pens have already described the rich parvenwls progress — his almost certain elevation, though devoid of all that com- mands respect save wealth alone. We must, how- ever, also remember that in England talent and intellectual eminence of every description will enable the possessor to rise, perhaps even more quickly, and certainly more agreeably, in the social scale, whereas both are alike powerless in Germany. Birth and genealogy decide the position in life so completely that it is a physical impossibility to change it, inasmuch as none can give themselves other fathers and forefathers than those from whom they have their origin ; while the multiplicity of the class denominated noble, enabling them gener- 70 CYRILLA. ally to many among themselves, this spirit of caste is kept up with a rigour little inferior to that of India. The low caste (not noble) are very fre- quently admirers or worshippers of the high caste (nobles) ; many wish also to belong to them — some, irritated by the insuperable barrier opposed to their ambition, hate and ridicule the whole aristoc- racy ; while others, more reasonable, are satisfied with their citizen state, and regard the nobles as a class apart, who have peculiar ideas, habits, and whims of their own, to which they have an heredi- tary right not worth disputing. A "noble" in Germany, no matter how impoverished he may be, or how low his station in life, never loses the thought, "lama nobleman; " and this idea enables him to look down on the richest and most prosper- ous burgher with a sort of proud contentedness that would be perfectly incomprehensible to an English- man. The prerogatives of the nobility have lately been much and justly curtailed ; some are however still retained, and among them one which is not con- sidered such in England — the right of being pre- sented at and frequenting the court. This privilege, possessed with few exceptions exclusively by them, is pretty generally claimed, though valued by many more as an outward and visible sign of nobility than as a means of exhibiting their loyalty; but as in all communities it is the endeavour of a CYRILLA. 71 few to raise themselves above the level of those with whom they associate, and one observes this propensity strongly developed, as phrenologists would say, wherever women take the lead, so, even in the social intercourse of the privileged class, there are well known divisions and distinctions, the most common and comprehensive being that called the Haute Volee. Mrs Trollope, in her amusing work, " Vienna and the Austrians," speaks of la creme and creme de la creme as farther distinctions used at Vienna. That many other metropolises aspire to the same extreme nicety in the classification of their " first society " is beyond a doubt, and if they fail, it is not from want of good will but want of numbers. The effort has been, and is being made, in smaller, and very small cities, though where a few fortunate individuals fancy themselves creme, their numerical force is not suffi- cient to substantiate their claims, or enable them to be quite exclusive. In order to fill their rooms, they are under the necessity of inviting to their balls and soirees those who are modestly contented with the name of Haute Volee, and who are for the same reason obliged to mix unreservedly with the court-going nobility. That in Salzburg there was a Haute Volee was a matter of course — the more tyrannical as there was no court with equalizing condescension to moderate its arrogance. The Baroness Adlerkron was one 72 CYEILLA. of its members, though not the most revered among them ; but even those who spoke slightingly of her conduct past and present, and who unreservedly ridiculed her ill-lighted ball-room and economical suppers, did not dare to oppose her sway. She was, and had been all her life, what is called fashionable, nor was she likely to lose that enviable title to consideration, having both wealth and connexion to secure her claims. As soon as she discovered that her nieces were even more accomplished than she had expected, their acquirements were on all occasions put in requisition, without the slightest consideration for their inclinations. The very un- willingness which they occasionally manifested to leave their mother acting as a sort of stimulant to her selfish feelings, she not only insisted on having them constantly with her, but also accompanying her wherever she went. On the evenings that she now was " at home," her house began to be crowded; there alone tableaux were got up, and masks and sledging parties arranged. Count Polyak was no longer the only frequent visiter, though he continued to appear day by day with a punctuality which first surprised and then amused both sisters. Their presence never in the least inter- fered with his habits : he came at the same hour, sat in the same place, talked in the same monoto- nous tone of the same not particularly interesting events; and though his attentions became by de- CYRILLA. 73 grees a little divided, the so very much larger portion was still devoted to the Baroness, that she was quite satisfied ; indeed, the idea of finding rivals in her nieces had never once entered her head, so certain did she still feel of the power of her station and beauty. The limited weeks of the Carnival passed gaily over, and the sound of sledging bells and mazurka music was still ringing in Cyrilla's ears, when another letter from her step-sister arrived to name the day of her arrival. " How quickly the time has passed since we came here!" she said, after having carefully read the long, well-written pages; " I never thought I should have liked Salzburg so much ; and Count Polyak says it is even pleasanter in summer! " u But," said her mother, " in summer there are no balls or masked sledging parties ! " " Of course not ; but waterfall, lake, and alp parties must be still gayer. I should not at all have minded if Melanie had written to say she could not come for me until autumn! " " Indeed! " " The north of Germany," she continued, " is not to be compared to the south; even my aunt allows that the climate here is pleasanter, the country much more beautiful; but at all events, people are of more consequence to me than places. Here I have you and Fernanda, and dozens VOL. I. E 74 CYEILLA. of gay acquaintances, and there, nobody I care about, excepting Melanie and my cousin Rupert. I confess I rather wish to see Mm" Her mother and sister were silent, and she added, " Neither of you appear to remember how veiy near a relation he is — a sort of brother in fact, as we have no other. Count Polyak says I am exceedingly like him." " What else does Count Polyak say, my dear? " asked her mother, smiling ; "he seems to have become your oracle lately." " He is the only person who can, or will, tell me anything about Rupert," said Cyrilla, laughing. " And what has he told you? " asked Fernanda, quickly. " I thought you felt no sort of curiosity or inter- est concerning him," said Cyrilla, archly; "at least you said something to that effect a short time ago, when I spoke to you about him." " Perhaps she did not like to exert her imagina- tion so unnecessarily," observed her mother; " so uselessly, I may say, for neither of you can possibly have the least idea what he now is." " I have a tolerably good idea, nevertheless," said Cyrilla, pertinaciously. " In appearance he is a perfect Adlerkron, tall, fair, and, from what Count Polyak says of him in other respects, I wish with all my heart he were really my brother ! He was immensely popular here, and more than one of CYRILLA. 75 our acquaintances had serious intentions of marry- ing him! " u Marrying him! " repeated her sister. u Was Mademoisille de Bockenheim one of them?" " Yes. How did you know that ? " " I knew she had been in the habit of coming here with her father, and I asked her something about Rupert one evening " " So you have been making inquiries too ! ' cried Cyrilla, laughing; " but I don't think you have heard as much as I have." " I have not heard of his intending to many Mademoiselle de Bockenheim," said Fernanda, smiling. " Xor I either," rejoined Cyrilla; " and Count Polyak says it is more than probable he will never marry — certainly not until he is quite old. He has got that unfortunate mania with which men of large fortune are so often afflicted, of fancying that no woman really cares for him, but that any one would marry him, in order to be joint possessor of Windhorst, Lanneck, Felsheim, and all his other possessions." " And yet," said Fernanda, " I have heard that he is a man one could like for himself alone." u 0 yes; Count Polyak says he liked him very much ; every one liked him ; and as, after all, his matrimonial fancies do not in any way concern us, I have determined not to let them interfere with 7G CYRILLA. the affection which one ought to feel for so near a relation. Don't you think I am right, mamma? " " Quite right. And now, go and let Justine try- on your new dresses; she says you run away from her just as you used to do when you were a child!" CYRILLA. 77 CHAPTER VI. The day on which the Countess Falkenstein* was to arrive was spent in anxious expectation. The sisters had not met for twelve years, and a good deal of curiosity was mixed with a sort of affectionate solicitude. While their mother, according to a cus- tom acquired during years of constant ill health, lay on a sofa and slept, Fernanda and Cyrilla kept up a whispered conversation, which, from the force of habit, promoted instead of disturbing her slumbers. Long and earnestly they spoke, for it was probably the last time they would be alone together for many months, and as they had never yet been separated even for a day, these months assumed the importance of years, and reiterated were Fer- nanda's entreaties that her sister would write often, and without reserve. Cyrilla was too happy herself to observe the effort which it cost her companion to speak com- 78 CYRILLA. posedly of their separation ; but she listened atten- tively to her proffered advice, and made many promises, which, in the sequel, she found it impos- sible to fulfil. " Melanie does not seem to be very exact as to hours," she observed, at the end of a silence which had lasted some minutes. " She wrote that she would arrive about two o'clock, and it will soon be four, and so dark in these rooms that I cannot see to work any more. I wonder how she will like my aunt's having invited a large party to stare at her!" " Not at all, I should think," answered Fer- nanda. u I am sure she would prefer spending the evening alone with us ; and if she arrive late, which seems probable now, it will be very disagreeable to her changing her dress to meet a number of people she does not care to see. But, talking of dress," she continued, rising quickly, " reminds me that I have not given Justine any directions about mamma's." " What's the matter! " cried their mother, start- ing up; " has Melanie arrived? " u No, mamma. I am sorry I have disturbed yo«." u I have slept long enough, too long I believe," she said, smothering a yawn. u Your aunt requested I would go to her early; so I think, if you will CYRILLA. 79 ring for Justine, I may as well dress and go at once." " I suppose you allow me to remain here, and receive Melanie," said Cyrilla. " Yes ; but tell her that your aunt expects to see her," Cyrilla returned to her place at the window. It was in a sort of alcove, formed by the thickness of the walls, and raised a few steps above the level of the rest of the room. The height of the windows from the floor gave a sombre prison-like appear- ance to the apartment, but had the great advantage of securing the inhabitants from being seen by pas- sengers in the street, while the elevation gave them a more extended view, both up and down it. As the evening closed in, and heavy drops of rain began to platch into the half-melted snow, Cyrilla retreated to the stove, and sitting down beside it, seemed to think profoundly — and, in fact, thoughts came crowding fast upon her, chasing each other like the phantasma of a dream ; but if one might judge, by the half-smiling tranquil expression of her delicate childlike face as it rested in the palm of her hand, the thoughts were of a cheerful, al- most pleasant description. Let us not attempt to scrutinize them ; they were those of any girl of her age when on the eve of a journey to an unknown land and to unknown people : she would inevita- bly fall in the estimation of the grave reader were 80 CYRILLA. even an attempt to be made to follow the wild ex- cursions of her imagination, as her cousin Kupert, of whom she knew little, and the town of Exfort, of which she knew nothing, passed before her mind's eye, — the President's house — shoals of new acquaintances, and scores of officers, who all danced inimitably ! A dim, distant vision of something or somebody peculiarly interesting and attractive followed ; and then the long-expected sound of car- riage wheels, and a postilion's horn became audi- ble, the latter making " assurance doubly sure" that travellers were approaching. Never had a horn sounded more gaily, — and that is saying a good deal, for all postilions have that appendage in Germany, and on entering and leaving a provin- cial town, blow it lustily too — on the latter occa- sion solely for the purpose of attracting attention, the sound drawing all idlers to the windows ; and, at an early hour in the morning, it is rather amus- ing to watch the different stages of the various toilets, from the wild-looking head which has just left the pillow, to the half drawn-on coat, that, in the hurry of opening the window, hangs hussar- like over the shoulder. Cyrilla's haste in ringing the bell, and ordering the door to be opened, was unnecessary. The Ba- varian postilions, in their blue and silver liveries, on turning the corner of the street, had put their horses into a walk : had they been asked why, CYRILLA. 81 they would have said, it was on account of the rough pavement, or uncertainty about which was the Walden house ; but we know better, — they had begun to blow their favourite song — " Die Senderin ist a Madel Wie Milly und wie Blut, Sie ist dem frischen Jager Vom ganzen Herzen gut." And until it was ended there was no chance of more rapid motion — the very horses knew it, they stretched out their heads and shook themselves in their harness as if already on their way to the sta- ble. -The appearance, however, of the ostenta- tiously parading porter at the entrance to the house prevented a da caj)o, and a few words of encour- agement spoken to the horses brought them into a trot, and the large heavy travelling carriage, with the usual noise and commotion, under the arch- way. " My dear Melanie," cried Cyrilla, eagerly, " we have been expecting you for hours ! the day has appeared endless to me ! We thought from your letter that you would arrive at two o'clock." " So I should — or even earlier, had I been tra- velling with the President ; but when I am alone I never hurry myself : if you are punctual you will win his heart directly. Let me look at you," she added, drawing her towards the window, "you e2 82 CYRILLA. have grown taller of course, but your face seems just the same, as well as I can judge in this dark room." "Justine, bring the lamp," said Cyrilla, " and a something to eat. I dare say you are hungry," she added, turning to Melanie, who was throwing aside her shawl. " Not at all. I dined at Keichenhall, where we last changed horses, and one of the causes of my delay was going to see the salt springs there: I had to descend under ground, and they made me put on a coat and a broad-brimmed hat, and gave me a light in my hand. I make it a point to see every thing of that kind now, as I am at jjlresent writing a description of my rambles in my native land." " Are you, indeed ! " said Cyrilla, " you must let me read it before it is printed — what is the name to be?" " I think I shall call it, l Wild Flowers plucked by the Way to form a Wreath of Prose and Poesy ! ' You have no idea of the importance of an attrac- tive name for works of this kind. But now tell me — where is Fernanda — and where is " " They are at my aunt's, where a large party have assembled expressly to see you. It is very annoy- ing ; for, as you only remain one night here, we would rather have had you all to ourselves." " It would have been pleasanter, as I don't want CYRILLA. 83 to see your Salzburg people," she answered, taking her sister's arm, and walking into the adjoining room. " Tell me, love," she continued, looking round her with a calm scrutinizing gaze, " tell me, is your — a — our mother satisfied to live in these apartments?" u O yes ; she says we ought to be glad to have them. Had you but seen them when we first came here, you would have had reason to be sur- prised, but since they have been properly furnished, they do well enough. We never see any one here, as we are obliged to spend almost our whole time with my aunt, who scarcely allows Fernanda a few hours a-day to practise either her singing or any thing else, as she is accustomed to do." u Practise ! must she still practise?" " Fernanda does, regularly." " And is then your mother — just — what — she used to be?" asked Melanie, with some hesita- tion. " I don't quite understand you," said Cyrilla, looking towards her inquiringly. "I mean does she come into your room in the morning with her watch in her hand, saying, 1 Time gone past — never can be recalled.' Are you obliged to get up as early as formerly and learn all day?" " O no," cried Cyrilla, laughing. " I wish 84 CYRILLA. mamma were strong enough to do so now ! It was latterly Fernanda who took her place, and used to talk of the proper employment of time, and the necessity of acquiring knowledge." " Good heavens ! " cried Melanie, with a look of alarm, " you don't mean to say that Fernanda, my sister Fernanda, has become a pedagogue in petti- coats!" " A what?" asked Cyrilla. " No matter — is Fernanda like her mother?" « Yes, very." " In mind or person?" " Both." " "Well, thank goodness you are not — you are the image of my handsome — my glorious father !" She bent forward and kissed her, as the French say, with effusion. "Did you do you not like mamma?" asked Cyrilla, hesitatingly. " Don't look so shocked, love — I daresay I shall like her now extremely — In fact I did like her formerly as much as my fear of her would per- mit." " How could any one be afraid of mamma?" exclaimed Cyrilla. " Not good children like you and Fernanda ; but has she never told you what a wild spoiled creature she found me when she married ? How unmanage- CYRILLA. 85 able I was — how I was sent to school, and returned home in the holidays not having learned any- thing?" " No. She told me you had a great talent for drawing and painting, which you neglected most unpardonably." This was a fact of which Melanie did not like the recollection. It had been the remark of one of her schoolfellows in a moment of envious feeling, " That Mademoiselle d'Adlerkron inherited her genius for drawing from her maternal grandfather, who had been a painter!" From that day Mela- nie had thrown aside her crayons, and no threats or entreaties had ever been able to induce her to cultivate the talent that so eminently predominated in her nature as to be inextinguishable. The ideas denied one form of expression sought another : the fertile imagination found vent in rhymes and in the composition of picturesque dresses, which were shown to advantage by the placing of her tall graceful figure in the most fascinating but some- times too evidently studied attitudes. ul never draw," she said after a pause; "but the little knowledge I have of colours is very use- ful in choosing dresses. I hope you know how to dress yourself well, Cyrilla? I assure you it is quite as necessary as any other accomplishment for a woman." "I have had but little experience," answered 86 CYRILLA. Cjrilla. " We have always been so poor that economy has been our first object." u How very distressing ! In fact, our aunt up- stairs is your only hope, I suppose?" "Exactly — and rather a forlorn one too. But I am sure she is expecting you all this time ! " " Let her expect me a little longer then — she is not likely to leave me a legacy." " As to that," said Cyrilla, " we are unpleasantly enough in her power ; for if she refuse her consent to either Fernanda's or my marriage, no matter how eligible it may be, we must wait until her death to inherit my uncle's legacy, and her life is nearly as good as ours. Rupert is her heir. She informed us that she had adopted him, before we had been an hour in her house. I think she did so to prevent our expectations from being too great." " One might almost think that wealth attracted wealth," said Melanie, " rich people inherit so much more than poor. My aunt would do better were she to bestow some of her large fortune on you and Fernanda instead of Rupert, who does not want, and will not thank her for it." "We shall see him in Berlin, shall we not?" asked Cyrilla. " Of course, and as we shall be there a week or ten days, he can hardly avoid seeing you." " Hardly avoid seeing me!" repeated Cyrilla. CYRILLA. 87 " There is no use in concealing from you, Cy- rilla, that he showed such unpardonable indiffer- ence— in fact looked so bored when I spoke to him of you, that I resolved he should not hear that you were to accompany me home. I don't think he even observed my silence about you the last time I saw him — he talked of nothing but Virginie de Lindesmar's marriage to the Vicomte de Rubigny. Now, well as he knows the Lindesmars, they ought not to interest him more than his own cousins- german !" " I suppose," said Cyrilla, thoughtfully, u he does not like poor relations." " O no, I must not do him injustice," cried Melanie, warmly ; u that is not at all like him — he is both good-natured and generous, and it is im- possible not to forgive his carelessness when one sees that he does not mean anything unkind. However, he will be at Exfort the beginning of May, and then you will see enough of him to judge for yourself. What noise is that ? Who is com- ing?" " Mamma and Fernanda most probably," an- swered Cyrilla, opening the door; and she then watched with some curiosity the meeting between her mother and stepsister. Nothing could be more cordial. It seemed as if the thin bent form and care-worn features of her mother had dispelled the awe of Melanie on the one side ; while the affection- 88 CYRILLA. ate manner and dignified grace of her still beauti- ful stepdaughter had, on the other, nearly removed the misgivings which reminiscences of twelve years before had inspired. " Is Melanie at all altered, mamma?" asked Cyrilla, as she observed the almost anxious scru- tiny with which her mother observed her. " No — yes — that is, her face is the same — her figure has grown much fuller." "Oh don't say so," exclaimed Melanie, "the idea makes me miserable. I should like to be just as Cyrilla is — slight, yet not thin." " Cyrilla must have quite grown out of your recollection," observed Fernanda. " Very nearly, and you too — let me look at you." Fernanda bore the inspection with a good- humoured smile. " I could be afraid of you, Fernanda — you look too sensible, and," she added with a sigh, " I fear trap jpeu sensible for me ! " " And yet," said Fernanda, archly, " I like poetry, and know one little volume of poems quite by heart ! " "Is it possible!" cried Melanie, blushing with pleasure ; " and I did not dare to send any of my works to you !" " Pray send them to us in future," said her step- mother ; " your poems are very pretty and lady- like." CYRILLA. 89 " I did not know," said Melanie, " whether or not you allowed my sisters to read fiction of any kind. You formerly disapproved of it, I know." " Because," said her mother, smiling ; " you were at that time so fond of such works, that you would not read anything else." " I don't know what mamma may have been formerly," said Cyrilla, laughing ; " but she can now, with all her wisdom, become as absorbed as any one in a new novel ! " " I am glad to hear it," said Melanie ; "for my recollections made me suppose that she condemned all works of imagination. I may now perhaps venture to say, that those who do so are deprived not only of one of the greatest intellectual enjoy- ments, but of two-thirds of the literature of every known language." " Do you hear, mamma *? " said Cyrilla. " Yes, and I agree with Melanie; but there are some years of one's life that ought not to be devoted to mere i enjoyment,' even if it be, as she correctly observes, * intellectual.' I should not, my dear child, have limited your reading of such works, had I not a few years ago discovered a tendency to ro- mantic sentimentality in your disposition, which might have caused you much imaginary and some real unhappiness in the course of your life : but," she added, glancing towards Melanie, " but I am happy to say all that seems now quite eradicated." 90 CYRTLLA. Melanie bent forward eagerly, as if about to speak, but suddenly drawing in her breath, re- mained silent. Perhaps her stepmother observed the movement, for she continued, as if some oppo- sition had been made to her last remark, u Yes, I am happy to say so, for nothing can be more wretched than a girl who is poor, and therefore in some degree compelled to marry, having her head full of romantic ideas that never can be realized : either she refuses establishments which might con- tent any rational woman, or, accepting one, her whole existence afterwards is a series of petty annoyances, which, if she have more feeling than intellect, end by completely undermining her do- mestic happiness. " Melanie, confused and visibly shrinking, made no attempt to interrupt the speaker, who continued, " Nothing is more unfortunate for a woman than to have a too exalted and poetical idea of the pas- sion of love ; disappointment must be her portion in such a case, for there is little poetry in real life, and the sooner we learn to be satisfied with plain homely reality* the better. I shall consign Cyrilla to your care to-morrow, my dear Melanie, the healthi- est and happiest of human beings: watch over these inestimable blessings, and bring her back to me as " " You are filling my mind with doubts and fears," exclaimed Melanie, anxiously interrupting CYR1LLA. 91 her. x " How can I be sure that the climate of the north of Germany will suit her constitution as well as that of Italy? She is no longer a child — may find somebody at Exfort on whom she may bestow her affections " u In either of these cases, your responsibility ceases," said the Baroness Carl, with a satisfied smile. u I have not the least objection to her finding 1 somebody ' at Exfort worthy of her affection, as, with the exception of Fernanda, I know no one more likely to be happy herself, and promote the happiness of another, as Cyrilla." While speaking, the idea of Rupert filled her mind as completely as if he alone existed, as if there were not other ' bodies ' in the world possessing quite as much attraction for her daughter as her refractory anti- matrimonially disposed nephew. " I think," said Fernanda, u we ought now to go to my aunt." 92 CYRILLA. CHAPTER VII. The effect produced by Melanie's " graceful pres- ence " on her aunt's guests is not worth recording; still less worthy of notice would be the journey northward with Cyrilla, in a comfortable unadven- turous travelling carriage, during the short days of a not particularly cheerful winter. They reached Berlin a day later than they had intended, as Melanie never left any place at the time appointed ; but the President was still at the hotel, and appa- rently so immersed in business, that they had more than a week still at their disposal. It was spent in visiting Melanie's friends and acquaintances, introducing Cyrilla to them, drives in the environs when the weather permitted, and presentations to the different members of the royal family. The day on which Cyrilla was to be presented to the Crown Princess arrived — the hour appointed was late, but Melanie retired to her dressing-room soon after four o'clock. She was at that age when CYRILLA. 93 art and attention can still almost quite supply the charm of youth, and therefore considered her toilet an affair of great importance. " Besides," she ob- served half apologetically to her sister, who laughed at the idea of so much time being so employed, 11 Besides, my dear, we have been out the whole afternoon, and my nose being more susceptible of cold than yours, if I were hurried in dressing, I should infallibly have a flushed face all the evening. You can amuse yourself trying the new music you chose to-day." " But do you not think it may disturb the Presi- dent?" asked Cyrilla ; "he is in the next room writing." " 0 no; he says your music never disturbs him, he quite delights in hearing you sing." Cyrilla turned to the pianoforte, and began to look over a quantity of music that lay upon it, occasionally singing, but more frequently playing the different parts intended for the voice, until a thick snow-shower, beginning to hurry on the close of evening, made her efforts to distinguish the notes fruitless. She rose, watched for a few seconds the hurrying pedestrians in the street, and then, walk- ing to the other end of the room, took possession of that side of a comfortable causeuse which enabled her to turn away from the cheerless prospect that the windows offered. "While still indulging in a few sage thoughts on 94 CYRILLA. the shortness of winter days, the gloominess of falling snow, and the bore of presentations at court, which gave people the trouble of dressing — going out — waiting — and all for from ten to fifteen minutes' conversation (if such it may be called) with some royal personage, who had previously to be informed of one's name and condition, in order to be able to ask the few uninteresting questions usual on such occasions, she heard the sound of quick approaching steps, and a moment after a tall officer entered the room, saying to the servant, who had in vain endeavoured to announce him, — " Tell the Countess I have been at Potsdam the last ten days, and beg of her not in the least to hurry her toilet." He evidently did not at first perceive Cyrilla ; for, throwing his gloves on the table, he unbuckled his sabre and walked to the window — then, lightly humming a tune, turned back and strode towards the stove, where he suddenly became aware of the presence of a half-reclining figure enveloped in a large shawl, with a black velvet bonnet and long veil that concealed the face nearly as much as the gathering darkness made it indis- tinct. " Pardon " he said with a careless bow. u I was not aware that any one was in the room — I am waiting to see the Countess Falkenstein." He then seated himself, and pushing aside some pamph- lets and cards which lay on the table, took up a CYR1LLA. 95 small book bound in red morocco leather, and closed with a gold pencil case, which Cyrilla knew contained her sister's manuscript poems. Seeing him deliberately open it, she extended her hand hastily, saying, " Excuse me, I must beg to have that book, it is it is not an Album." " I know very well what it is," he answered, smiling ; and for the first time looking at her with a sort of half-awakened curiosity. " If I were not the most inattentive of listeners, I should by this time have known all Melanie's poems by heart." Placing the book on the table, he drew his chair closer to the causeuse, and attempted to*catch a furtive glimpse of her face without being rude ; but Cyrilla now purposely turned her head away. She knew, from the words " Melanie's Poems," that her cousin Eupert was beside her ; and, although not offended at the indifference which he had so evi- dently manifested about her, a slight feeling of mortification, which she found it impossible to repress, made her resolve not to be the first to claim relationship. " Then you have read the contents of this little book ?" he continued. " Yes." " Are an intimate friend of my cousin Melanie's, perhaps?" 11 Yes." A pause ensued, and the silence in the room was 96 CYRILLA. broken by an ill fastened window-blind of painted canvass descending spontaneously — at first slowly, but ending with a jerk, covering one of the win- dows, and excluding so much of the little remain- ing light that they could merely distinguish each other's figures. Cyrilla's first inclination was to leave the room, her next to indulge in a gay laugh. She yielded to the latter without restraint, and before it had ceased, her cousin suddenly started up, exclaiming, u Can you forgive me for not recog- nising you? The darkness — the impossibility of seeing your features — the — the — surprise at so un- expected a meeting Have you been long here ? When did you return from Italy '?" " Some months ago." " Indeed ! I thought you had only just arrived. Have you been staying at Exfort ?" " No, but I am going there now." " Your mother told me " " My mother !" repeated Cyrilla in astonishment. " Perhaps I am mistaken, it may have been your sister " " You must be doubly mistaken, for my sister determined not to tell you any thing about me. You seemed to feel so little interest when she spoke of me " u You surely would not wish me to let her know the deep interest I must always feel in every thing that concerns you !" CYRILLA. 97 " And why not ? It is surely very natural." " Oh7 un — doubtedly but she is, we must hope, unacquainted with a You know what I mean." " Indeed 1 do not in the least." " Well, but you may easily suppose that I could not speak to her as I would to your mother, so I — pretended an indifference I was far from feeling." " You pretended indifference ! The feint was little creditable to you, Rupert !" " Excuse me. I think otherwise ; it was for your sake, not mine, and I expected praise instead of blame." "I don't comprehend We don't under- stand each other at all it seems You are not in the least what I expected you to be !" said Cyrilla, leaning back with a gesture of annoyance. u Provoking creature !" exclaimed Rupert start- ing from his chair, and beginning to walk up and down the room. Cyrilla, to whom his words and conduct every moment became more inexplicable, rose also and moved towards the door. " Stay, stay," he cried eagerly, placing himself before her. " Do not let us part in anger — rather let me take advantage of this opportunity to explain anything which may have offended you in my letter. It was your mother who insisted on my writing. She dictated every word — would not let me change a single hard expression — said that nothing else VOL. I. F 98 CYRILLA. would ever induce you to give up the idea of Pshaw you must understand me now !" u Less than ever/' said Cyrilla, quietly. u I never received any letter from you, and could al- most imagine you were talking to some one else, if your words did not remind me of both my mo- ther's and sister's avoidance of your name, — their determination never to speak of you. What you have done to offend them, I know not ; for my own part, I hoped to have renewed the unrestrained intercourse of " " Hah !" exclaimed Rupert, retiring quickly a few steps from her. " Don't be alarmed," said Cyrilla with a slight degree of irony in her voice ; " I was merely going to observe that with me at least you might be intimate and unreserved, without the horrors of matrimony in perspective." " True — very true," said Rupert thoughtfully. " If you really can forgive my not returning your I mean a if, in short, you will be satisfied with friendship, why let us be friends, though — fate has decreed that we should never be more nearly connected." " Your manner is odd, almost ungracious," said Cyrilla ; " but I suppose I must take you as you are, and try to forget my disappointment at finding you exactly the contrary of all I had hoped. I accept, then, the unfriendly offer of friendship you CYRILLA. 99 have made me, and assure you," she added, half laughing, " that I have no designs whatever either on your heart or fortune." She held out her hand as she spoke. He seized it with a sort of vehemence, exclaim- ing, " Oh, Virginie, Virginie, I don't know yet whether you are a — devil or an angel, but," he added in a whisper, " don't lead me into temptation any more, for " "Are you mad?" cried Cyrilla, forcibly with- drawing her hand from his. " What paltry affec- tation is this — pretending to forget my very name !" 11 No, I don't forget it," said Eupert, u neither what it was, nor will I forget what it is, if I can help it." u There is — there must be some strange confu- sion here," said Cyrilla, slowly ; " Rupert, do you know who I am ? " fl I should think so," he answered with a short laugh. 5f Then why do you call me Virginie?" " I beg your pardon," he said, bowing ironically, " I should perhaps have said Madame la Vicom- tesse, and have hoped that M. le Vicomte se portait " Ah," cried Cyrilla, " now I perceive that you have taken me for some other person, and I am glad of it, very glad that all your odd speeches 100 CYRILLA. were intended for a Virginie somebody and not for our cousin Cyrilla Adlerkron." Fortunately for Rupert, who stood petrified with amazement, the door at this moment opened and Melanie entered. " Why, Cyrilla, is it possible that you are still here? " she exclaimed, u the carriage will be at the door in ten minutes, and you will not be dressed. Rupert, I am glad to see you, — that is, I cannot see you at all ; but I am happy that you have found your way here at last. I thought I should have been obliged to introduce you to Cyrilla, but it seems you have become acquainted without my as- sistance." u Yes," said Cyrilla, " we have commenced our acquaintance oddly enough, and the impression made on me has not been altogether satisfac- tory." " The infernal darkness of the room, the extra- ordinary resemblance of both voice and laugh," muttered Rupert. " After all it was but a mistake," said Cyrilla gaily ; u let us forget it and be friends, though, as you so heroically observed, fate has decreed that ice should never be more nearly connected.'''' " You cannot easily be more nearly connected than you are," said Melanie, who had been too much occupied ordering lamps to have heard more CYRILLA. 101 than the last words ; " the relationship is so near, that I have no doubt Kupert will presume npon it, and pa)- you all sorts of attention, — that is, when he has nothing else to do, or does not happen to be particularly engaged with half-a-dozen others. He does not think it necessary," she added pointedly, " under any other circumstances to be attentive to his cousins" " Judge of me for yourself, Cyrilla," said Ku- pert, " and do not let this imlucky beginning pre- judice you against me, — the more so, as I can never explain or excuse myself in any way to you." "Pray, Cyrilla, go and dress," cried Melanie a little impatiently ; "we dare not be late on such an occasion, — you can talk nonsense with Rupert some other time." " Wait a moment and let me look at you," said Rupert, eagerly. " Xo ; but you may wait until I return if you choose," she answered carelessly. He stood with his arms folded, looking after her as she walked quickly down the passage, along which candles and lamps were being carried in all directions, when, obliged to move aside to admit the bearers of lights into the room, he turned to Melanie and observed : " You might have let me know that Cyrilla was here." " You did not choose to listen to me when I spoke of her to you before I went to Salzburg," 102 CYRILLA. she replied with affected indifference, as she turned to the light and began to arrange her bracelets. Rupert bit his lip, and then asked abruptly, " Is she handsome?" " No, not exactly." :: Merely good-looking, perhaps?" Melanie twirled her bracelets as she answered, u She is not as handsome as I am — was, I ought to say." " Oh," said Rupert smiling, " that is not neces- sary. She might be very handsome without bear- ing a comparison with you ! " " I suppose you mean to say something flatter- ing, Rupert, but you have misunderstood me. Cyrilla is not at all what is called handsome." " I thought as much," said Rupert ; " so after all she is a rosy-cheeked fair-haired girl, such as one sees by dozens all over the world." " You will not easily find a dozen Cyrillas," said Melanie ; " Wilhelm says she only wants a pair of wings to make her an angel." " The President said so ! Then she must, after all, be something very uncommon." " Only wait until you hear her sing." " 0, I am prepared for all sorts of accomplish- ments," cried Rupert, laughing ; " I have heard enough of my aunt Sophy's system of education to expect wonders." " And yet," said Melanie, " all the instruction CYRILLA. 103 in the world, without natural talent, is of little use. Even the short time I was in Salzburg enabled me to discover that the same pains, and the same instruction bestowed on different charac- ters and capabilities, produce quite different results. Fernanda possesses acquirements — Cyrilla accom- plishments." " A nice distinction/' observed Rupert ; u but I should have required more than one day to make the discovery." " And yet it was evident enough," rejoined Me- lanie, u though among the crowd of people collected at my aunt's, the evening I was there, I doubt if one person among them was aware of the difference, — in fact, the most of the company seemed to think the astonishing rapidity with which Fernanda's fingers flew from one end of the pianoforte to the other much more admirable than Cyrilla's fault- less performance of a ' song without words ; ' and in vocal music, if they gave her the preference, it was because she sang our national melodies, which they understood better than Italian." " Most probably she has a good natural voice," said Rupert : " our uncle Carl might have been a prima tenor e." u Cyrilla's voice scarcely seems to belong to this world," said Melanie enthusiastically; " and the manner in which she accompanies herself is quite ■ 104 CYEILLA. indescribable, — so playful, so melancholy, and at times so deeply passionate." " You are exciting my curiosity," said Rupert : " but I must make allowance for some poetical license in the description." " No," said Melanie, seriously, u it is but truth ; and the more I learn to appreciate her accomplish- ments, the more I regret the youthful rebellion which deprived me of such advantages in educa- tion." " You have educated yourself after a very plea- sant fashion," said Rupert, " and I don't think my aunt would ever have been able to have pedagogued you into being other than you are ; but you seem to like her better than you did when we last spoke of her, — what has caused the change ?" " I fear," said Melanie with a sigh, " I greatly fear she is dying. You never saw such a spectre, and neither Fernanda nor Cyrilla seemed to per- ceive it, so gradual has most probably been the decay. I had not courage to contradict or even expostulate with her, although her opinions on a very important subject, with regard to Cyrilla, are diametrically opposed to mine." " Videlicet, marriage," said Rupert : " so you have been informed of their plan ; but it will be very unlike you if you join them, and, moreover, perfectly useless, I can assure you." CYEILLA. 105 u I know of no plan ; but from what my aunt said I see she thinks that Cyrilla's want of fortune ought to induce her to marry from motives of in- terest ; and she has not only inculcated this prin- ciple, but in the most systematic manner has repressed every inclination to more exalted senti- ments,— has endeavoured to banish every idea that is not absolutely saturated with worldly wisdom from the minds of both her daughters ! " You don't say so ? " cried Rupert with forced seriousness : " actually saturated with worldly wis- dom ; and you discovered all this in twenty-four hours !" u My aunt," said Melanie, " seemed to think it her duty to impress on my mind the necessity of Cyrilla's making a judicious marriage, — she talked of nothing else, and I listened to all she said on the subject in silence, but determined, even while she was speaking, that through me a new and ideal world should be opened to my sister." " And so," said Rupert, " you are of course working as hard as you can at your favourite Jean Paul?" " We have begun to read his works together; but the vein of poetical humour which pervades everything he has written is almost lost upon her. In the story of Siebenkaes the parts I most ad- mired made no impression ; and when I asked her yesterday what had pleased her most, she said it f 2 106 CYR1LLA. was the description of Siebenkaes sitting with his young wife in the evening intending to write, and desiring her to snuff the candle for him : sometimes she snuffed it too close, and sometimes she forgot to snuff it at all, and at length, instead of thinking of his writing, he "became altogether occupied with his wife and the snuffers ! " " It is odd enough," said Kupert, " but that little scene, on account of its extreme simplicity, made a lasting impression on me too." u You ! " exclaimed Melanie ; " but who ever ex- pected anything else from you ? With your man- ner and appearance, no one would give you credit for half the feeling which I know you to possess ; but that Cyrilla, with her angelic face and ethereal figure, should, by an absurd prejudice of her mother's, be made absolutely commonplace and prosaical, is, I must say, provoking ! I expected a congenial spirit, and find a light-hearted girl quite disposed to join Wilhelm in laughing at me." " I think, after all, I may like her," said Rupert. " Of course you will ; every one must like her. I quite idolize her already ; and am almost sure that, with much of her father's indomitable gaiety, she has inherited his strong feelings also, and that there is a latent spark of romance in her nature which only requires time and judicious treatment to burst into flame! " CYRILLA. 107 " Allow me," said Rupert, " to point out to you how much better it would be to leave Cyrilla as she is, free from all sorts of fires or flames. Now, don't be offended," he added, as Melanie turned away from him with a gesture of annoyance ; u don't be offended, but listen to my entreaty that you will leave Cyrilla to work out her own scheme of happi- ness without any interference on your part ; and above all things let her be natural, for though you are very charming as an original, a copy, especially if it were a juvenile one, and without your fund of information to draw upon, would be the ne plus ultra of absurdity." u There is much more danger of Cyrilla' s being unhappy than absurd," said Melanie. u Fancy such a creature as she is married to a man who cannot or will not participate in the joys and sor- rows that chequer this life — who is not capable of understanding what love, pure ideal love is, no, not even byname — who " u Halt ! " cried Kupert, taking up his sabre and beginning to buckle it on with affected haste ; "if you have got on the subject of ideal love, we had better end our conversation. But before I go, I really must beg of you either to spare Cyrilla the description of your ideal love, or to tell her hon- estly that, though you talked in the same way twelve years ago, and sentimentalized with my poor tutor Englmann until his sorrows were little 108 CYRILLA. inferior to those of Werther, you actually after- wards in liis very presence bestowed your fair hand on his Excellency Count Falkenstein. Let her at least know that one can talk in this way and act in another." " Rupert, you are unkind to speak so lightly of my first, my only love — the morning-star of my existence, which, however the glare of day may diminish in lustre, still, believe me, moves along the firmament of my memory, and becomes visible in all the darker moments of my life ! " Rupert coughed slightly and covered his mouth to conceal a smile : he always did so when he either knew or suspected his cousin of adapting the poeti- cal ideas of others to her own use. She under- stood what he meant, and continued more ration- ally : " Heaven knows I would have married Valentine Englmann if we had had enough be- tween us to supply the common necessaries of life ; but you must remember that I was portion- less, and " " My dear Melanie, do not for a moment suppose that I blame you ; you acted wisely in every sense of the word. Englmann would have been miser- able, and you still more so." " No, Eupert, no. Never were two beings more congenial in mind, never was love based more truly on sentiment and a mysterious combination of spirits." CYRILLA. 109 " Very Platonic," said Rupert, making an odd grimace ; " but I would rather not hear you talk about that." " And why not ? Do not the Swedenborgians say that the spirit in another world meeting a con- genial spirit can unite itself, and " " Never mind what they say," cried Rupert, in- terrupting her. " It was in this world, twelve years ago, that you wished to unite yourself to a veiy good-looking and talented young man, but he being poor and ignoble you were not allowed to do so — fortunately for him and for yourself ; for what sort of a parson's wife would you have made after all, Melanie? Only imagine yourself now at Wind- horst with half-a-dozen obstreperous children ! " " I should have liked to have had children," said Melanie, sighing. u Yes, little counts and countesses, perhaps, with plenty of French bonnes, and nurserymaids to take care of them, but not a pack of turbulent boys who must be washed and dressed with your own hands every morning. Instead of your rose-coloured bou- doir, fancy the well-scoured parlour that would be your sitting-room, with no possible escape from these children, who, though very well behaved, all tilings considered, still, like all such animals, scream, shout, quarrel, ride on sticks, upset the furniture, blow their noses awry " u You describe so graphically, Rupert," cried 110 CYRILLA. Melanie, laughing, u that one would almost imagine you had experienced all this." u So I have ; but you know I rather like noise, and am very fond of children. Whenever I am at Windhorst, the whole Englmann family come to me, and you have no idea how gay they make the old place, or how they enjoy themselves, chasing each other through the large rooms and passages. I have more children than dogs with me when I go out to walk, and am not half as much dis- composed as their father when they grow trouble- some or tired. You never saw a fellow so put out as Englmann when he has been obliged to carry home a child ! " " A man of such exalted and refined ideas " began Melanie. " Ah, bah ! when a man marries and has six children, he should not mind carrying one of them occasionally ; but, with the exception of a little remnant of over-refinement, he is the pleasantest companion possible." " I heard," said Melanie, u that you had im- proved his house, and assisted him in various ways." u I believe the best way to assist him is through his children," said Rupert; " so I have sent his eldest boy to school." " O, Rupert, how kind of you ! How I wish I could do something for him — I mean for them ! " CYRILLA. Ill u You can," said Rupert, fj and you can oblige me at the same time, if you will find out all about the different girls' schools at Strasburg. Engl- mann's wife has consented to part with her eldest daughter also ; so, next autumn, after you have made the necessary inquiries about religion, and morals, and all the other things, we can send her off too. I was laughed at enough concerning my godson Rupert 5 but if I were to begin again with Rupertina, as they have barbarously christened her, there would be no end to the joke." " You may depend on my writing to Madame Joubert to-morrow," said Melanie. u You know she has now the management of the school at which I passed eight years of my life But do you know I should like to follow your example, and do something for these children, if you think it would not be disagreeable to him I might adopt one of them — I wonder I never thought of that before ! Wilhelm would have no objection, I am sure tell me, are any of the younger ones pretty or interesting-looking, like their father?" " They are all strong healthy children, but I cannot recollect that any of them can justly make pretensions to beauty. Fritz is well enough, but you would think his eyes too small, and his mouth too large." " Oh, I don't like boys at all — I meant one of the girls." 112 CYRILLA. " There is but one otlier girl, little Tony; she is not in the least pretty, hut the merriest, oddest little thing you ever saw. The best plan would be for you to go with me to Windhorst for a day or two, and judge for yourself. You have not seen Engl- mann for twelve years; a meeting might be very conducive to your happiness." " No, Rupert, it would be a renewal of grief." " I am quite convinced, Melanie, that seeing him as he now is, the hard-working father of six chil- dren, with a voluminous white cravat instead of an open shirt collar, — a very long-tailed coat instead of the picturesque velvet garment of his student days, — a well shaved patient-looking face instead of the mustachioed demi-poetical countenance, which I can still dimly remember, would deprive your recol- lections of so much of their romance that you would be a happier woman during the rest of your life." " O, Rupert, I would not see him so for all the world — would not destroy my ideal of all that is noble, poetical, beautiful ! O, why have you dimmed the light that so brightly illumined my early days, and even by reflection chased the sha- dows of the present ! " u Because I want to chase away these imaginary shadows, and I think the patient face and long- tailed coat will greatly assist me." " But why did you say that he wore a long-tailed coat?" asked Melanie, reproachfully. CYRILLA. 113 " Because he does — -just think of him always as I have now described him, and the President will rise enormously in your estimation." " The President — "Wilhelm — I had almost for- gotten. This is the anniversary of our wedding- day, and I wrote some verses to remind him of it; he must have found them on the table when he returned from his walk." She moved towards a door leading into an ad- joining room and softly opened it. The President was seated at a table covered with papers, pam- phlets, and writing materials; the concentrated light of a shaded lamp fell on a number of business- like letters, and he was so engaged shoving them into their envelopes, that he did not hear his wife's step as she approached him. He was a tall, pale- complexioned, strongly built man, his head, large in its proportions, was but sparingly covered with silver-grey hair which did not conceal any part of his high intellectual forehead ; beneath his thick and still dark eyebrows were clear light grey eyes, the usual expression of which denoted the earnest- ness of deep thought, not unfrequently verging on severity; his nose, large and inclining to aquiline, suited well his firmly closing mouth and square- formed chin; his manners were decided, almost haughty ; his voice, deep and sonorous, was seldom heard in light discourse; he was a man more cal- culated to inspire respect, perhaps fear, than love, 114 CYRILLA. and such had been the case. There was a painful degree of uncertainty, almost diffidence, in Melanie's manner as she approached him, and whispered rather than said, " Wilhelm, did you not find — something — on your table ? " "A pink-papered perfumed piece of poetry! " he answered, taking up a pen and beginning to write the addresses of his letters. " The fact is, Melanie, I have had such a multiplicity of affairs, that I have not had time to read it." She stretched out her arm with a look of deep mortification to regain possession of the lines, which she felt were disparaged by his alliteration; but he laid his hand on hers, saying, u Don't be offended, it shall be read the moment I have despatched these letters to the minister; this is my last night here you know, and everything must be in order before I leave this table. I really should be obliged if you would read it for me, or tell me the contents while I seal these papers;" and he lit a taper and began to drop the melting wax, as she turned away, saying,— " O, it was merely to remind you that this was the anniversary of our wedding-day; it is of no consequence! " He first pressed his massive seal firmly on the wax, and then turning suddenly round, exclaimed, u But it is of great consequence; why did you not tell me before I went out to walk — I could then CYRILLA. 115 have gone to a jeweller's, and bought you some trinket." Melanie coloured violently, and turning to Rupert, who stood in the doorway, she said, in a voice trembling from vexation, u Such are my trials, Rupert; you may laugh at them, but — they are very hard to be borne by any one whose feel- ings are not quite blunted." " Now, don't be absurd, Melanie," said Count Falkenstein, holding out his hand; " I never could make speeches such as you like to hear, but I am happy to be able to say, that, all things considered, we have worked on very well together these twelve years, and I trust much rational happiness is still in store for us. Next time, take care to let me know the day before, that " " That you may buy me some trinket," she said, interrupting him. " I meant to say brooches and bracelets — you are fond of such things I know." " Believe me that, so bestowed, they have as little value for me as pink-papered perfumed poetry for you! " " Severe, but just," said the President, half laughing. " Now, Melanie, don't be vexed — see, I am going to do a little sentiment for you; until such time as my letters are sealed and despatched, (for business must ever go before pleasure,) your lines shall remain here — in my waistcoat pocket — 116 CYRILLA. just over my heart you see — could any reasonable woman desire more?'7 Melanie half smiled. " Where are you going this evening?" he asked, evidently trying to appear interested about her plans; but he continued writing while he added, u That yellow satin petticoat is perfectly dazzling, and you look uncommonly handsome ! " " Cyrilla is to be presented to the Crown Prin- cess," answered Melanie, walking towards a pier glass in order to remove carefully the tears which had gathered in her eyes. A bronze clock com- menced striking the horn, the carriage was an- nounced, and a moment after Cyrilla appeared. Kupert sprang towards her, but accustomed to punctuality in time, she only glanced towards her sister, and then hurried down the stairs. As he followed with Melanie, he asked where he should be likely to meet them in the course of the evening. " We are going to the theatre, and afterwards to the Polinskys." " Au revoir, then," cried Rupert gaily; " if I have time I shall be sure to see you again." The few hours, however, which intervened sufficed to renew all his distrust, and increase his repugnance to a nearer acquaintance with his cousin Cyrilla ; so, though curiosity induced him even at a late hour to follow her to the Polinskys, he stationed himself silently near the door of the room in which CYRILLA. 117 she was sitting, and contemplated her at what he considered a safe distance. He saw a fair, a very fair girl, youthful-looking to a degree that made the calm nonchalance of her manner remarkable, as she leaned back in a large low crimson chair, quite sur- rounded by men of various ages, and apparently able to amuse or interest them all. Rupert mis- took the ease of habit for coquetry, and muttered, " This is another accomplishment, I suppose; and she has got the start of Melanie here too, without being half as handsome. How could my aunt imagine I should fall in love with that baby face!" Rupert was himself still too young to appreciate the rounded cheek, the Ml lip, the eye of which the white is almost blue — the innumerable charms of extreme youth : Melanie's tall full figure, bril- liant eyes, and marked regular features, were to him more interesting ; and he would perhaps have approached her if he had not suspected, from the wondering faces of those around her, that she was talking either of animal magnetism or ghosts, two subjects which he particularly disliked. Again he looked at Cyrilla, but she had turned away her head ; and after a moment's indecision, he walked slowly, almost cautiously, away, as if he feared his cousin might see him and claim his attention. " For, of course," he thought, u she has got all possible in- 118 CYRILLA. structions from her mother and aunt how to catch and hold me fast." u You don't mean to leave so early, Adlerkron," cried Captain Stauffen, one of the officers of his regiment; u surely you will wait to hear your cousin sing : if she can do so half as well as she can talk, it is well worth your while." u Show yourself, at least," said Lieutenant Klemmhain, taking him by the arm; " become visible to the Polinskys, if only for a moment, as I heard the Countess Falkenstein say that her sister must not sing until you had made your appearance." tl Indeed! Then," said Eupert, with a look of intense annoyance, " you may go to her now, and tell her that I have just recollected a most impor- tant engagement, which unfortunately will prevent me from hearing my cousin sing just now, but that in a few weeks I hope to see them both at Exfort." Rupert stood in the street — his carriage was gone, and the cold half- thawed snow penetrated the soles and sides of his thin boots : he stopped and deliberated whether or not he should return; " No, he would not. After all, Melanie did know, or at least suspect the plot against him ; it showed great want of tact her saying that Cyrilla must wait until he came — his aunts would find her but a bungling matchmaker — and as to Cyrilla, the sooner CYRILLA. 119 her hopes were crashed the better; it was his duty to be decided on this occasion." And he strode down the street, splashing through the wet snow, alike unheedful of it or of the " still small voice " that whispered he was not acting with his usual kindness or consideration for the feelings of others. 120 CYRILLA. CHAPTER VIII. Exfort is one of those ancient towns so numerous in Germany, which, from having occupied a distin- guished place in the early history of the country, and been deemed worthy of fortification in the middle ages, has had to endure all the vicissitudes of the endless wars of those times. Besieged, pillaged, burnt, it had ever risen, phoenix-likl out of its ashes; and even the last conflagration, and having been twice sacked by the French at a later period, had failed to deprive it of the appearance of a large, populous, and thriving town, though the distance from the coast, and want of a navigable river or extensive commerce, would cause many an Englishman to doubt the fact. The town had, at the conclusion of the last war, been greatly enliven- ed, in the opinion of its inhabitants, by the old residences of various historically celebrated Mar- grafs and Gau-grafs having been converted into barracks for a numerous and ovial garrison, and CYKILLA. 121 also considerably elevated in rank, when it became the seat of a provincial government, with its respectable representatives of civil power, in the persons of assessors, councillors of different classes, &c, &c, &c, and a President! The President, Count Falkenstein, resided in the government house, which was the largest and handsomest in the town, occupying the whole side of a square called the Platz, and, though the lower part of the building was altogether appropriated to the different offices of the persons employed under him, the second story, with its long suite of recep- tion rooms, had been reserved altogether for his use, or rather for his wife's, who there, on stated evenings, received, sometimes a select, sometimes a promiscuous society. PHced by station and fortune in the first rank, Meluuie affected to laugh at and despise all social distinctions : she said, and tried to believe, that talent and education alone could raise man above his fellows; but she never was known to transgress any of the self-imposed laws which distinguished her class. She spoke French, or demi-French, almost invariably when in company, tutoied and called familiarly by their Christian names every member of her own coterie, while she was unneces- sarily and ostentatiously polite to the less fashion- favoured members of her little world. She aspired VOL. I. G 122 CYRILLA. in a lady-like sort of way to literary celebrity, and on first coming to Exfort had entertained the idea of combining learning and fashion, and altogether changing the tastes and pursuits of the greater number of her acquaintances. Some years had elapsed since the time of the " three experiments," as she herself laughingly called the three soirees in which she had hoped to commence a new era in the Exfort world. To this end, she had signified her intention of giving reading parties, and had induced men of learning and talent to write and read aloud essays on subjects which she judged most appropriate, and likely to arouse the curiosity or engage the attention of her expected audience. The first night her rooms were crowded to suffoca- tion, but the company were manifestly soon weary, and openly showed that they preferred whispering to each other. Some ridiculed what they had heard, others were honest enough to confess that they had not understood what it was all about; but a still greater number declared that it was intolerably dull work, and if they had not been ashamed, they would have gone home at the end of the first half horn'; and this sort of shame induced many to appear at the second soire*e, but the third was literally without guests. Melanie's hopes of being the leader of an intellectual society evaporated, and she hencefor- ward followed the example of others, giving two or CYEILLA. 123 three large balls during the winter, and receiving those who had general invitations to her house twice-a-week in spring and autumn. At the end of the long suite of reception-rooms wka one chosen for constant habitation, because it adjoined the private office of Count Falkenstein. He reserved for himself the privilege of locking the double doors between them when he did not choose to be interrupted in writing, or of opening them when he either wished for society or desired to lengthen his space for walking. The day after Cyrilla's arrival, as she was sitting in this room with her sister, waiting for the announcement of dinner, she heard the President speaking with un- usual animation to some one who had entered just as the doors of communication had been opened. Melanie instantly rose and joined them, and Cyrilla soon after distinguished the low tones of an un- known voice inquiring for her cousin Rupert, and asking if he did not mean to come soon to Exfort about the purchase of Freilands. " I really do not know what his intentions are," replied Melanie in rather an offended tone ; " his conduct was altogether so odd, so inexplicable, that even if I had had an opportunity of asking him, I do not think I should have done so." " I heard you talking to him for a good half- hour," said the President ; " but," he added ironi- 124 CYRILLA. cally, " I suppose he forgot to ask about the new work which is now in manuscript." " It was not to me he was so — so uncivil, I may say ; it was his neglect of Cyrilla that annoyed me. He saw her for five minutes before she went out the last evening we were in Berlin, — promised to follow us to the Polinskys, but when 'there, never even took the trouble of entering the room we were in ; and ended by sending a young officer of his regiment to tell me that he had some engagement which would prevent him from hearing her sing ! I naturally thought he would have excused himself the next morning before we left, but he never ap- peared." " We left very early," suggested the President. " That," said the unknown voice, " is no excuse for Adlerkron. You know he is one of those men who do not know how to enjoy either their position in the world or their wealth ; he is, and always was, an earlier riser than most of those unfortunate beings who, like me, are doomed to earn their daily bread." u I think, Edouard," said the President, " that in his place you would have been equally ener- getic. I am convinced that, under any circum- stances, you would be an ambitious and studious man." "Studious! yes — perhaps — but with Adler- CYRILLA. 12-5 kron's fortune I should certainly lead a very differ- ent life from his." " As to his life," said Melanie, " it is, I am told, blameless ; and though I feel a little angry with him just now on account of Cyrilla, I must say I have seldom met a more generous or good- natured being." u 0, only too good-natured," said the same voice. u If I were in his place, the officers of my regiment should not ride my horses without asking my leave ; nor should they have free quarters at Windhorst. I consider that sort of good-nature weakness." " He is extremely popular," began Melanie. u He is considered a good-natured fellow, and perhaps that is the height of his ambition, but it is not mine." " And what is your ambition?" asked Melanie. •• Nothing less than to be finance minister some twenty years hence ! " * You are right, Edouard," cried the President ; " if circumstances favour your views, I know no one whose talents would more fit them for the office." " In the meantime," said Melanie, walking into the drawing-room, " let me introduce you to my sister. Cyrilla, this is our nephew, Count Zorn- dorff." 126 CYRILLA. He was a young and uncommonly handsome man ; the extreme paleness of his features ren- dered still more remarkable by his jet black hair and large dark eyes ; his manners were quiet, his voice low, and peculiarly agreeable. Though per- fectly well dressed, there was an evident careless- ness in the minutiae of his toilet which most people thought and said proceeded from the consciousness that his personal advantages permitted negligence. Those who so judged were in error. Few, none perhaps, understood his character at all, for few or none ever study the characters of those with whom they are not obliged to live ; and many, very many, pass through this world without ever having studied any character at all, merely taking people as they find them, and feeling a sort of vague sur- prise when others act differently from what they would have done in their places. These are like children turning over the leaves of a book of prints, under which the explanations are written in a language unknown to them. The representa- tions of scenes of domestic life they can understand, though even there much is passed over unnoticed ; but should the picture present anything new or uncommon, after having looked at it for a short time with a mixture of curiosity and wonder, they turn over the leaf, unconscious of the fund of deep interest, or subject of profound thought, which they CYRILLA. 127 have lost. The study of character may be com- pared to the acquirement of a new science or lan- guage ; the more cultivated the mind, the less felt are the first difficulties ; and these once overcome, a world of hitherto unknown ideas come crowding on us, or intellectual treasures are within our reach which may afford us occupation and enjoy- ment for the rest of our lives. This digression is not intended as a prelude to a dissection of Count Zorndorff's head or heart : like Cyrilla, we will see him as he chose to appear to her, and that was, cold and indifferent. He talked politics without intermission during dinner, retired afterwards with the President to his study ; and when he again ap- peared in the drawing-room, he addressed all his conversation in a half-whisper to Melanie. The President requested Cyrilla to sing ; and while he leaned back in his chair, an expression of perfect satisfaction stealing over his stern features, Count Zorndorff ceased speaking, but, bending over a book, appeared altogether unconscious of all that was going on about him. As the clock struck ten, he rose, nodded a good-night to his uncle, murmured a few words to his aunt, and, slightly bowing to Cyrilla, left the room. " Well," cried Melanie, turning with a look of half-suppressed triumph to her sister : u well, Cy- rilla, what do you think of him ?" 128 CYRILLA. "You mean Count ZorndorfT? I hardly know — I spoke so little to him — he seems gentleman- like." u My dear creature, are you blind ? He is prob- ably the handsomest man you ever saw in your lifeV' " Very likely ; but I did not observe him atten- tively." The President looked up and smiled. " Ed- ouard has for once made no impression," he said quietly ; "Cyrilla is too rational to waste admira- tion on a head, without knowing what sort of brain may be in it. I believe it is Plato who says ' mind alone is beautiful.' " " He meant, that the appreciation of beauty depends upon the mind," said Melanie ; " and the more intellect we have the stronger our ima- gination may be so much the more intense is the perception of the beautiful ! I must say, Cyrilla, I never saw any one so devoid of feeling for beauty as you are !" " I think on the present occasion it is a most fortunate circumstance," said Count Falkenstein." " I cannot agree with you, Wilhelm ; it is a loss of incalculable pleasure a person not having a per- ception of what is beautiful, be the object picture, statue, man, or woman." " Hum ," said Count Falkenstein, rubbing CYIilLLA. 129 his chin. " The perception of a woman's beauty is sometimes necessary to make a man overlook her foibles." Melanie moved in silent dignity towards a marble table, on which three small antique silver candle- sticks were placed, and began to occupy herself in lighting the candles they held. tt I think/' said Cyrilla, apologetically, " indeed I am almost sure I should have observed Count Zorndorff more had he spoken to me, or had he appeared to like music." " Edouard loses c incalculable pleasure ' by having no ear for music," said Count Falkenstein. " He has no dislike to vocal music," cried Me- lanie, eagerly ; "no dislike whatever when he can hear the words distinctly." " That is," said the Count, " he has no objection to receiving a poetical idea even through the me- dium of song !" " I think, Wilhelm, it is extremely injudicious your endeavouring to prejudice Cyrilla against a person with whom she must associate so con- stantly." " And I think, Melanie, it is still more injudi- cious your endeavouring to prepossess her in favour of a person who is is a is decidedly the worst parti in Exfort." Cyrilla laughed. " To relieve both your minds," G 2 130 crraLLA. she said, " let me assure you that I am neither prejudiced nor prepossessed, nor," she added with a slight blush, " nor have I come to Exfort to look for & parti." u Well," said the President, " all I have to say is, that I hope you have made as little impression on my nephew as he seems to have made on you. It is a fortunate circumstance for him that his heart is not as vulnerable through his ears as mine." " You need have no apprehensions on Edouard's account," observed Melanie, " for,, however Cyrilla's appearance might attract him, she is not in other respects at all suited to him. 1 have seldom seen two people so different in disposition." " So much the better," rejoined Count Falken- stein, " so much the better ; but you see sometimes people like those who are precisely the contrary of what they are themselves — I give myself as an example. Can any two people in the world be more unlike than we are ?" " I flatter myself that it is not possible," answered Melanie as she left the room. Cyrilla stopped at her sister's door for a moment and said, " I should like to know why you never mentioned Count Zorndorff's name to me. I had no idea that you had a nephew here." " He has not been long in Exfort," answered Melanie evasively, u only since he became Kamnwr CYRILLA. 131 Assessor. Our other nephews, the Falkensteins, are not to be compared to him ; but they will never- theless inherit all we possess, while poor Edouard must work his way on in the world as he best can. It is this which makes him so melancholy — so discontented — at times almost a misanthrope." " But," said Cyrilla, " how many men in this world are similarly situated, without being either melancholy or misanthropical !" " Very likely ; but not such men as Edouard. I never see him and Rupert together, without wishing they could change places : Rupert's simple habits and thoughtless hilarity are perfectly adapted to a life of the commonest description ; whereas Edouard' s refinement, almost amounting to morbid sensibility, will make him, if chance or interest do not favour his ambition, the most wretched of men!" " Good-night," said Cyrilla, turning away ; u you have quite convinced me that he is not at all likely to suit me, even as an acquaintance and I sup- pose he is here every day ? " "Hew here every day, and you will be so una- voidably thrown together, that I wrote to him about you from Berlin I will be candid with you, dear Cyrilla, and tell you that your appear- ance is so ideal, so essentially poetical and refined, that I trembled for his peace of mind, and " 132 CYRILLA. u And," said Cyrilla, interrupting her, " and recommended him to be almost uncivil to me ? He ought to be very much obliged to you for your care of his happiness. May I ask why you did not think it necessary to warn me too ?" " Your education," answered Melanie, " must have been very different from what I supposed, if you could waste a serious thought on any one in his circumstances. I am sure you have received ample instruction on this subject." a Perhaps so," replied Cyrilla ; u but there are some things I have not been able to learn, and this happens to be one of them. Mamma and Fernanda used to discuss such matters occasionally before me, and talked very rationally and wisely no doubt but I — would rather like to believe that there is such a thing as love in this world." " There is — there is !" cried Melanie enthusias- tically. " There is, and no wealth or station can supply its place. Oh, Cyrilla, if you would not lead a life of endless regrets, never let any thing tempt you to many a man without feeling, and being assured that he also feels for you that de- scription of love which alone is genuine, — a love inspired by congeniality of mind ! Love deserves not the name if it be not based on sentiment, and elevated by a mysterious combination of spirits ! Good-night, dearest," she added hastily retreating CYRILLA. 133 into her room ; " I hear Wilhelm already in his dressing-room. To-morrow we will discuss this important question more at length." " Melanie is very — very sentimental," thought Cyrilla, as she walked towards her room, " but she is very charming also. Poor thing ! I know she was persuaded to marry the President without car- ing for him, and I now begin to suspect she liked some one else better. I wish I could see the letter she wrote to that Count Zomdorff; it must have made a great impression on him, for, after the first rather disagreeable steady stare, he never again looked at me the whole evening." 134 CYRILLA. CHAPTER IX. Days and weeks passed — Cyrilla's friends and ac- quaintances multiplied with that facility so com- mon to youth — so impossible in later years. In many houses, where she found companions of her •own age, she became intimate, and was not a little annoyed occasionally at the number of questions which were asked her about her cousin Rupert — If he did not intend to purchase Freilands ? — Had he not said he would retire from the army and set- tle near Exfort? — Whom did she suppose he was likely to marry ? — Did she not think him quite a love ? — Had she ever heard any amateur sing so well as he did? &c, &c, &c. And not one of these questions, simple as they were, could she answer, though they concerned one of her nearest relations. Rupert's neglect was thus made so very apparent, that she first felt piqued, then almost angry, when- CYRILLA. 135 ever he was named. Some of her other friends were not less curious concerning the intentions and movements of Count Zorndorff, who they knew al- most lived in his uncle's house ; and it was in vain that Cyrilla assured them that she was scarcely acquainted with and never spoke to him; they were incredulous, and well they might be, for on the evenings that the Countess Falkenstein was " at home," they had observed that he followed her from room to room, stood near her, listened to what she said, occasionally joined in the conversa- tion, and all with that appearance of careless inti- macy which men, who have lived in the world, know so well how to assume towards very young women ; but none could know, nor could Cyrilla ex- plain, that when they met the next day at dinner a' relapse had taken place, and he was again frigid or indifferent to her, and exclusively occupied with his uncle and aunt. One afternoon, as he sat in the drawing-room with his arms crossed, apparently in deepest re- verie, Melanie approached Cyrilla, who was paint- ing in water-colours, and pointing to Zorndorff, asked her to make a sketch of him. " It will not be difficult," she added, " as he is so quiet — he has not moved for the last ten minutes." " Oh, nothing can be easier," said Cyrilla gaily ; " he is quite a man of marble — unmoved — immov- 136 CYEILLA. able. I can sketch his face without looking at him — Look here — so ?" Melanie bent over her, exclaiming, u Excellent ! nothing could be more like ! What an extraordi- nary talent for taking likenesses you must have ! " " I believe," said Cyrilla, as she carelessly gave the outline of the figure, u I believe this is rather an exercise of memory — Shall I colour the head a little?" " Oh pray do." In the meantime the man of marble was sitting upright, his pale cheek slightly flushed, his dark eyes flashing, and an expression of surprise and pleasure pervading every feature of his face. u I think," suggested Melanie, " you might give a little more colour." " Not a bit," said Cyrilla decidedly. "I liked your sketch better," continued Me- lanie ; " the outline was perfect." " It is there still," rejoined Cyrilla ; " this slight washing in of colour cannot have changed it." u It is there and not there," said Melanie ; u you have given a cold, haughty, discontented expres- sion to the head now." u Tis memory's sketch," said Cyrilla, throwing down her pencil ; " and it is so," she added, slightly shrugging her shoulders, " that Count ZorndorfFs head appears to me — almost — always." CYRILLA. 137 Melanie walked with the drawing in her hand into the next room to show it to the President. Count Zorndorff rose, approached Cyrilla, sat down in a chair beside her, and having watched her for a few minutes, as she replaced her colours and depo- sited her pallets in the box, he observed, in his usual low well modulated voice, " I am sorry my head has made so disagreeable an impression on you, Mademoiselle d'Adlerkron; will you allow me to accuse you of some injustice in your judg- ment of me ?" " Of your head — not of you." u My head ! why that's myself — my all — all I have in the world ! My head, with some mechani- cal assistance on the part of my hands, must earn my bread, give me clothes — a roof to cover me, and perhaps some of those luxuries which civilisation has rendered almost necessary to life!" •• We spoke merely of the expression of your features," observed Cyrilla. " You said I appeared to you cold and haughty," continued Zorndorff; " I am neither the one nor the other." "Very likely," said Cyrilla, playing with her pencil, rt it may be the regularity of your features which gives them an expression of severity." "I am not severe, not haughty, and but too surely not cold." Had Cyrilla looked at him, she 138 CYRILLA. would have believed the latter assertion at least ; she did not, and he continued : u Cold ! As cold as Hecla under its crust of ice ! To the charge of discontent I plead guilty." " Mclanie calls it melancholy, and the word sounds better/' observed Cyrilla, smiling. " Let us call it by the right name — discontent. I am altogether dissatisfied with myself, my lot in life — in short, with the whole world." "And I find such discontent so unreasonable, that, instead of commiserating, I feel inclined to laugh at you ; and would do so if I knew you well enough," said Cyrilia, moving back her chair. " Stay, Mademoiselle d'Adlerkron, one moment You said, or implied that I or, if you will my head, was not always disagreeable to you." "Did I? I suppose I meant, that in society you looked more amiable than you do for us every day here." " You could scarcely make a remark calculated to place me in a more disadvantageous light ; and it is not altogether without foundation, nor with- out cause. With you the case is exactly the con- trary ; you are a thousand times more charming, a thousand times more fascinating, when we are quite alone than when you are seen in a crowd. u Your words admit of a double sense," said CYKILLA. 139 Cyrilla, laughing ; " you may mean tliat I am a cheerful sort of person, with whom it is pleasant to pass a few hours every day, or " u Pleasant ! Oh, something more than pleasant." " Or you may mean that I am too insignificant to be observed among others." " You are lost, or rather thrown away, like an exotic flower in a gardener's table-bouquet," said ZorndorfY, with increasing animation. u One never can admire a flower as it deserves, until it is seen alone. A rosebud for instance is, with all its in- trinsic beauty, a flower but little observed when, with jessamines, jonquils, geraniums, and dozens of others, it composes a part of those pyramidical bouquets which gardeners love to form I never see one of them without thinking of a ball-room — I am never in a ball-room without thinking of a bouquet." " A very nice idea," said Cyrilla, leaning back in her chair, half amused, half indifferent. " In looking at a bouquet of this description," continued Zorndorff, u one seldom singles out a flower for particular admiration." He paused a moment, and then added, " Let me, however, take one — a rosebud, a lily, or what you will, and let me place it in a glass of water ; give me time to examine and admire it at leisure, and I shall soon think it most beautiful — most perfect — and wonder 140 CYRILLA. that, even among the others, I had not instantly sought one like it." ff You are right," said Cyrilla ; " all plants are beautiful when carefully examined ; and," she said, bending over the paper before her, and almost un- consciously beginning to sketch rosebuds and lilies, " and really the whole idea is so poetical, that you might put it into verse." "Are you laughing at me?" he asked, calmly. u No, I was only thinking of what Melanie told me a few days ago." " What did she tell you?" u That you had written some delightfully wild, despairing poems, and published them under a feigned name." "A youthful folly that I hoped had been for- gotten," said ZorndorfT, smiling. u She said also," continued Cyrilla, archly, " that you could talk poetical prose sometimes." " That was not my intention just now," said ZorndorrT, rising ; " but if you cannot, or will not, understand my allegory, let me tell you, in plain words, that however safe I may imagine myself when I see you surrounded by others, you might become dangerous to my peace of mind were I to yield to the inclination I constantly feel of convers- ing unrestrainedly with you." Cyrilla looked at him for a moment in astonish- CYRILLA. 141 ment. Some confused thoughts of an ice-covered volcano, bouquets, ball-rooms, and buds of roses, passed through her mind — then came the tolerably clear idea that Count Zorndorif, the cold impene- trable man of marble, had not been, or was not so insensible, as she had supposed. A feeling of gra- tified vanity was succeeded by a smile of unequi- vocal pleasure, that changed into a merry laugh, in which she was joined by ZomdorfY, even while he said, " I wish you would always laugh, and then I should have nothing to fear." " You would have nothing to fear ! " repeated Melanie, joining them. " What on earth are you talking about?" " I have been endeavouring to explain to your sister my motives for avoiding her society, and wish I could make her understand that I am not always the dull disagreeable fellow I have been for the last six weeks." u Dull and disagreeable ! I am sure Cyrilla never thought " u Excuse me, Melanie. I certainly did at least think your praises of Count ZorndorfT a little ex- aggerated— that he was not dull, I could discover by his conversation with others ; but, as far as I am concerned, I must say he is the only man I ever found actually ungracious to me, and and rather disagreeable than otherwise." 142 CYRILLA. " That was more than I intended," cried Zorn- dorfT, with unusual warmth; "but a medium in such cases is not possible, and henceforth I will be — myself — such as I am." " Edouard, dear Edouard," cried Melanie, with a look of alarm, " have you forgotten all I said to you?" " No ; I remember it perfectly, and some other things too ; but it is absurd avoiding present pleas- ure from a vague fear that it may increase future misery. Mademoiselle d'Adlerkron shall never again have cause to complain of my ungracious- ness." The announcement of dinner ended the conver- sation, but Cyrilla's interest was excited, and the more so, as her sister's countenance assumed an unusual gravity. Zorndorff did not that day, or ever after, follow his uncle into his study, but join- ing Melanie and Cyrilla after dinner, read or talked to them the whole, evening. CYRILLA. 14:3 CHAPTER X. Zorxdoeff's explanation made a deep and lasting impression on Cvrilla, nor was his manner after- wards calculated to weaken it. If lie did not posi- tively seek her society, he at least never seemed to avoid it ; and, when they were together, he talked naturally, and apparently without reserve, on every subject, allowing himself to be laughed at for his fastidious tastes, and listening gravely to her lec- tures on the influences of inordinate ambition. Too proud to be vain, he was evidently perfectly indifferent to his very uncommon personal advan- tages, and in proportion as Cyrilla observed this, she became aware of them, acquiring by degrees a sense of the "beautiful" which might e\en have satisfied her sister, had she thought proper again to question her. Day by day Zorndorff rose in her estimation — how could it be otherwise ? The Pre- 144 CYRILLA. sident consulted him on important business. Me- lanie's encomiums were unceasing, and they no longer appeared exaggerated to Cyrilla. In the society of Exfort, he was, by common consent, the leader of fashion, without having given himself the slightest trouble to obtain that eminence; and Cy- rilla could not long remain unconscious that, even against his will, she had begun to " endanger his peace of mind." She pardoned, as every woman in her place would have done, the occasional glances that betrayed this secret — forgave him sooner than he did himself, and felt a degree of compassion for his magnanimous struggles that almost verged on tenderness. It was these same efforts on his part to overcome and conceal his growing admiration and regard that gave peculiar interest to their intercourse. She began to under- stand why he was discontented, and even to enter- tain vague wishes that she had been born an heiress; but it was not until he had been absent for some days in Berlin, that she discovered how ex- tremely insipid all other men were — how very necessary his society must be to his aunt and uncle ! Perhaps she was glad when he returned to Exfort. She gave him her hand for a moment, but it was singular that, as Melanie warmly wel- comed him, and added the assurance that they had found it almost impossible to live without CYP.ILLA. 145 him, Cyrilla said not one word, but, bending over her work, slightly averted her face, which had suddenly become flushed in a very unusual man- ner. Zomdorff was not at all hurt at her silence. On the contrary, a look of surprise was quickly followed by a smile of satisfaction, and a visible exhilaration of spirits, that lasted for some time. u I saw your cousin Rupert very often," he ob- served, after a pause. " Did you?" said Cyrilla, carelessly. Zomdorff laughed. " I expected," he continued, " to have been stormed with questions about the movements of so very important a person." * Important ! " repeated Cyrilla ; " I really was not aware of his importance." " Why, is he not the head and hope of your family? " he asked ironically. " That may give him importance in the eyes of my aunt in Salzburg ; but, for my part " " For your part," said Melanie, " I can easily imagine that a little common civility, a very slight show of regard when you were in Berlin, would have raised him in your opinion far more than all his possessions. I hope, Edouard, you gave him no information whatever about Cyrilla." " He did not ask for any." " You don't mean to say that he did not speak of us at all ? " VOL. I. h 146 CYRILLA. " Not exactly ; he hoped you were all well, or something to that purport. You know, of course, that he has purchased Freilands, and intends to fur- nish the house magnificently." " I am in total ignorance of everything concern- ing him." " He will be here to-morrow to give you any in- formation you may desire." " To-morrow ! " repeated Melanie ; then, turning to her sister, she added, " Cyrilla, you will really do me a favour by endeavouring to be out of the way when he arrives — by avoiding him for a day or two." " I don't think he will observe whether I am here or not," said Cyrilla, half-laughing. " But, Edouard, don't you think we ought to punish him in some way for his neglect?" asked Melanie. " Yes ; but, if I may offer an opinion, I should say that a quiet system of indifference during his stay here would be better than avoiding him in any manner that would lead to explanations." " It is not easy to be indifferent with him — he is too good-natured ; and then, you know, he cannot endure the idea of having offended any one, and will be sure to explain or apologize in some queer way, or make us forget what he has done by doing something else." CYRILLA. 147 " Let us tell him at once how good-for-nothing we think him — how offended we are/' suggested Cyrilla. " He will misunderstand you," said Zorndorff, u and be persuaded you are making advances to him ; indeed, if you do not carefully weigh all your actions and words, he will in all probability think you have serious intentions on his heart and hand." " That is true," said Cyrilla ; " I had forgotten that weakness of his." " That folly ! " said Zorndorff, with a slight sneer. The President, who had entered the room while they were speaking, observed, u If you knew as much of Rupert as I do, you would excuse him for entertaining some fears of people having designs upon him : he has had a good deal of expe- rience in that way. Edouard might have been able to give you information enough on the subject, if he had not just about that time been too much occupied with his own affairs — eh, Edouard?" Zorndorff bit his lip, and murmured something about the love affairs of students being seldom of much importance. " You must not say that, Edouard ; we may hope there are exceptions, and that " " Excuse me for interrupting you," said Zorn- 148 CYRILLA. dorff, rising hastily ; u but you have just reminded me that I have a long message for you from old Sommerfeld about the last loan in which he was concerned/ ' " A very natural transition," said Count Falken- stein ; {- but first tell me how the old man has borne his son's death." " He is resigned, but looks ill, and remains for hours without speaking. His daughter is very un- easy about him." " Sorry to hear it : her brother's death must have been a great shock to her in her delicate state of health." " We — I mean she — has been expecting it nearly two years," said ZorndorfY; " it was at last quite a release." " But she seemed to me a person of such remark- ably strong feelings " " Oh yes, horribly strong feelings," said Zorn- dorff, shrugging his shoulders. " Her fortune will now be immense," observed the President. " It will," said ZorndorfT; " but she cannot pur- chase health with it." " I remember hearing something of these Som- merfelds," said Melanie : " bankers — enormously rich ; but I never met them anywhere, did I? " " Perhaps not ; but their wealth makes them re- CYR1LLA. 149 markable enough, and it is now all centred in one woman/' answered the President. " I pity her," said Melanie ; " any woman with a fortune sufficiently large to tempt adventurers is to be pitied : better to be penniless and have the certainty of being chosen for oneself alone ! " And what is the use of being chosen if choice is out of our power?" asked Cyrilla, quietly. " I should not hesitate to take the fortune and my chance for happiness, if it were offered me. The relations of penniless women," she added, laughing, a are generally so unreasonable as to expect them to be satisfied with a house and home, and to take thankfully whatever they may find in it." " The relations of men in the same predica- ment," said Zorndorff, " have not unfrequently the same idea." " A man marrying from motives of interest is unpardonable," began Cyrilla. " Not more so than a woman's doing so," cried Zorndorff, walking across the room to where she was sitting ; " and moreover, he risks his happiness less than a woman in a similar case." u He deserves to lose it altogether," rejoined Cyrilla j " for a man by application and industry can provide for himself and secure an independence ; but what can we do ? u I am afraid there is little doubt as to what 150 CYRILLA. Mademoiselle d'Adlerkron will do," muttered Zorn- dorff, turning to his uncle with a forced smile. " Let us hope/' said the President gravely, " that in her case prudence and inclination may point to the same person." The next day Eupert arrived. At Melanie's request, as he walked in at one door, Cyrilla dis- appeared through another. His visit was short and hurried ; he promised to come again the next day, and — did not inquire for Cyrilla. Melanie's indignation was unbounded, Cyrilla blushed, Zorn- dorfT laughed, the President asked what was the matter, but no one chose to explain. u It was not worth his notice — mere nonsense." Count Falken- stein did not like nonsense, and asked no further ques- tion. So profound was the respect entertained for him by all his household, that they never ventured to make him acquainted with any of those little domestic events and jests that, after all, make the sum of private life. Yet he was not an ill-tempered man or a tyrant, but so unbendingly master, that he was approached with reverence, spoken to with reserve, and — avoided as much as possible. The day following, Cyrilla purposely and will- ingly went out, and Melanie received her cousin Rupert with a reserved dignity, which, however, was altogether unperceived by him. Provokingly uncon- scious of his disgrace, he walked about the room, CYRILLA. 151 examining the books and turning over the music, until he seated himself at Cyrilla's drawing- table, and, in the contemplation of her sketches, remained for some time quite quiet. " How well she draws ! " he observed abruptly. u Meaning Cyrilla?" asked Melanie. " Exactly — where is she ? " " Gone out." " When is she likely to return'? " " I don't know." " Don't you ? -that's odd. Did you not tell her that I intended to come here to-day? " " Of course ; but — she had an engagement " u Really ! not very important, most probably ! " u Why — no — it is precisely of the same descrip- tion as yours the evening you had not time to speak to her in Berlin." " Ah, she is offended with me!" " iSTot as much as I should have been in her place, but quite enough to prevent her from feeling any empressement to see you." " Oh, I don't want or wish for anything of that kind," said Rupert ; " quite the contrary ; but still, Melanie, I believe I had better dine with you to-day, and work out a reconciliation with her, or else she may refuse to go to Freilands." " She has been there already : we got up a pic- nic on purpose to show it to her." 152 CYRILLA. a I don't mean pic-nics," said Rupert : u I expect jou all to come and stay with me, — the President can drive into Exfort every morning and return to dinner." u But," said Melanie with a smile, " the furni- ture is a — of rather — too pastoral a description to admit of your receiving company. .There are, I allow, garden chairs and deal tables in profusion, but " Rupert laughed. " Do not be alarmed, my dear Melanie ; I know that, much as you like reading and writing pastorals, there is nothing you dread so much in reality, and you are the very last per- son in the world I should think of inviting to garden chairs and deal tables ! My furniture has long been ordered, and about a dozen rooms are already in a very habitable state — it was about yours that I was in such a hurry yesterday. You once said that you liked rose-coloured furniture, because it was becoming to people with dark hair, or something of that sort ; and so " " How is it possible that you can remember what I most probably said years ago?" asked Me- lanie with some surprise : "it must have been about the time that my boudoir was being newly furnished!" " Precisely, — but I should perhaps have for- gotten your remark if I had not afterwards seen CYRILLA. 153 you in the boudoir, and found that in rose-coloured light you were perfectly irresistible. There you sat as usual composing verses ; but, even while scanning the lines, you arranged a casket of jewels, which gave your appearance such a charming mix- ture of Occident and orient that added to your black hair, for which I have always had a sort of passion : I — at once, and without hesitation, fell desperately in love with you. " Nonsense, Kupert !" " Fact, I assure you. If my poor uncle were alive he could bear witness, for to him I told my love!" " Well," said Melanie laughing, " and what did he say?" * He said it was the best thing that could have happened to me,— that a sentimental fancy for a woman of talent and fashion, such as you were, would be of the greatest advantage to me, and form my manners better than anything else in the world ; so you see you have unconsciously assisted in my education." " If that be the case," said Melanie, " I must say you have shown your gratitude for my services in rather an extraordinary way. No one, not even Wilhelm, has ever so openly turned me into ridi- cule as you have!" " That," said Rupert, " is the most curious h2 154 CYRILLA. thing of all ; when actually in the act of laughing at you, I admired you, and would not for any con- sideration have had you other than you were!" " Allow me to doubt the existence of your ad- miration, Rupert." " No, I won't, — when you believe so many other queer things, you must believe that too. I assure you, just before you left Berlin and came to settle here, I had begun to think it quite possible that be- tween us (notwithstanding our difference of disposi- tion) a mysterious sympathy of souls " " Spirits, not souls," said Melanie, gravely in- terrupting him. " You used to say souls." " I don't think I did ; but at all events Edouard has convinced me of the disadvantages of an in- correct use of the expressions, body, soul, and spirit : the body is what we have in common with plants and the lowest order of animals, — the soul is neither more nor less than the invisible being or life of the body : by so speaking, we give ourselves merely the highest rank among animals." Rupert looked attentive, and she continued : " Now, though some animals in the creation bear a strong resemblance, both in form and organization, to man, there is, in fact, an impassable gulf be- tween them. It is the intellect or spirit that gives us a place quite alone in the creation." CYRILLA. 155 " O ho ! " cried Kupert ; u this sounds better than the ghosts and goblins about which you used to talk so much last year, after having read Jus- tinus Kerner's Somnambulist of Prevorst. I sup- pose ZorndorfF got tired of pretending to believe such a heap of marvellous imaginings, and has endeavoured to turn your mind to something else." 11 You are quite mistaken, Rupert ; however, all I want to explain to you is, that to prevent a con- fusion of ideas, one should in speaking, instead of body, use the word soul, which expresses its life and being, and for what is commonly called the immortal soul — the word spirit." " Soul and spirit," repeated Rupert, " and no body at all ! But, if I am not mistaken, Kerner's Somnambulist also says, that in death the spirit will be separated from the soul as well as from the brain and heart." u It will," cried Melanie eagerly; "and if you once agree to the correctness of the terms soul and spirit, all confusion ceases, — all unnecessary won- der about the union of such different things as spirit and body ceases : we have only to take the soul as connecting link, if you have no objec- tion " " None whatever," said Rupert, closing Cyrilla's portfolio and coming towards her. " Then, Rupert, you see, between spirit and 156 CYEILLA. soul there is sufficient resemblance to admit of amalgamation ; for while spirit is immaterial, quite distinct from matter, the soul, as vital or directive principle of the body, is not without a certain con- sciousness of being, although it cannot in thinking and imagining arrive at taking itself as an object of thought or forming the idea of an idea." " We will talk of all this some other day when I have more time," said Rupert, rising ; u and I may, I hope, now congratulate you on having formed an i idea of an idea' which, I trust, will put to flight all the apparitions which were so destructive to your peace of mind when you chanced to be in a room alone, or in the dark." " Why, not exactly," answered Melanie with some embarrassment, " for you see the two systems admit of " " An amalgamation ? " cried Rupert. u My dear Melanie, that would take long to prove, and must also be deferred to some other day. I ought to be off now. if I mean to give you the pleasure of my company at dinner." " Try to be here in right time, Rupert, — you know Wilhelm cannot endure having to wait." " Then don't wait one minute for me. I say, Melanie," he added, stopping at the door, " I wish you would prevent Zorndorff from talking about religion or philosophy before Cyrilla. She is very CYRILLA. 157 young, you know, and he might fill her mind with doubts and perplexities." " And I say, Rupert, you seem to have a most erroneous idea of Cyrilla. It is true she is young, but she has read, heard, and seen much more than you suppose, and can support her opinions as well as can be expected from a woman." ff Oh, I have the highest possible opinion of her intellect and education, I assure you ; nevertheless, you must allow that philosophical speculations are useless, if not dangerous, for most people. I pity those who make philosophy their study. What has been the result of all our systems ? A collec- tion of curious hypotheses, for the fabrication of which we Germans are as celebrated as the Eng- lish for their cutlery, or the Genevese for watches." " But," said Melanie, " many things are taught at our universities under the name of philosophy that are both interesting and instinctive, without being at all dangerous." " You know very well that was not what I meant, — I referred to Zorndorff's scepticism." V Oh, I assure you he is greatly improved in that respect. Cyrilla has been of great use to him." "Indeed!" " He goes to church quite regularly now, pays the greatest attention to the sermon, and talks of it 158 CYRILLA. afterwards with us. Last Sunday he took notes, and repeated the whole sermon in the evening al- most word for word." "In mockery!" exclaimed Rupert, his brows slightly contracted. " Not at all, perfectly seriously — he is remarka- bly eloquent ; you must hear him some day." " No, thank you," said Eupert, as he strode to- wards the door ; " I prefer hearing a less eloquent discourse from some one authorized to preach, — from a man like Englmann, whose practice is a living sermon of the doctrines he professes." CYKILLA. 159 CHAPTER XI. Melanie's remark, that Rupert could not endure the idea of having offended any one, was perfectly correct. Although intending to show, his indiffer- ence to, and if necessary, his determination not to marry his cousin, no sooner had he heard that she was annoyed at his neglect, than he felt sorry for it, and wished to make amends. When about half way to Freilands, the voice of conscience be- came so clamorous and reproachful that he turned his horse's head, rode quickly back to Exfort, dressed for dinner, and hurried to the Government House, a full hour before he was expected. Cyrilla and Zorndorff were in the drawing-room, the door into the President's study was open, and his heavy step was audible, as he paced backwards and for- wards, while dictating in a low voice to his secre- tary. Cyrilla was reading, Zorndorff writing, when 160 CYRILLA. Eupert was announced, and they both looked up as he entered. Nodding familiarly to Zorndorff, he advanced quickly towards Cyrilla; stooped down and kissed her cheek ; hut it was with a nonchalance, made rather too evident by the fact, that, at the same moment, he drew off his gloves, and his eyes wan- dered round the room in search of Melanie. Now, Cyrilla, like all young and pretty women, was not disposed to submit willingly to mere duty kisses ; she would rather have dispensed with them alto- gether, and endeavoured, by a very significant shake of her head, to demonstrate her impatience under the infliction ; she even bent over her book, and pretended to read, as, with a laudable effort to look grave and penitent, he said, " I hear you are offended with me, Cyrilla, and I acknowledge not al- together without reason ; nevertheless, I hope you will forgive my — inattention — carelessness — thought- lessness— or whatever name you may choose to give my offence, when I but perhaps the best thing I could do would be to tell you the real cause of it !" u If there be a cause," replied Cyrilla, while she quietly played with the leaves of her book, " if there be a cause, not one of the words you have used is the right name for what you have done — or rather not done!" CYRILLA. 161 u Why Melanie herself could not have given me a better answer," cried Kupert, laughing ; " I did not expect you to weigh my words in that manner." " Of course not," said Cyrilla ; fl I have heard from Melanie that you consider me quite a child." " When I saw you last, dear Cyrilla, you were a child ; the intervening years have passed quickly, and you are scarcely at all changed — I mean in fea- tures. Even these long fair curls are just what they used to be. Oh, why," he said, lightly touching them ; u why are they not black, or even dark brown?" " Because I am an Adlerkron Windhorst," an- swered Cyrilla, laughing ; " and while they re- mind you of our near relationship, they tell you, as plainly as words could do, that their colour can never in any way interest or concern you." " Do they? I wonder if your mother would al- low your curls to speak in this manner to me — my aunt certainly would not." " What mamma would permit, I don't know ; what my aunt — I don't care." " Then she did say something to you about it ?" "About what?" asked Cyrilla, looking up in- quiringly. " About me." 11 Not a word — not a syllable — but I heard from others that you had the ridiculous weakness of 162 CYRILLA. imagining that every woman who was commonly civil to you must necessarily wish to marry you ! " " Who could have traduced me in this man- ner ! " exclaimed Rupert, while a blush of mixed annoyance and shame spread over' his features. " What a weak vain fool you must think me ! " " Not. exactly," said Cyrilla ; " for the person who gave me the information more than hinted that it was your possessions, and not your person, that you suspected to "be the object of all designing womankind." Rupert remained silent for more than a minute. " It seems," added Cyrilla, " that you cannot quite deny the charge." " I was not thinking of it," replied Rupert, " I — I wish we were alone — I should like to be per- fectly candid with you." " He is too busy writing to hear us," said Cy- rilla, glancing towards Zomdorff; "but we can go to the sofa at the window, if you choose." And to the sofa they went, and Rupert, without hesitation or reserve, whispered the whole story of his aunt's plans. Cyrilla did not attach the im- portance to his communication which he had ex- pected, and seemed to think the whole affair very amusing; but the merry answer and light laugh that served so completely to reassure him, equally effectually destroyed the equanimity of Count Zom- CYRILLA. 163 dorff. She had thought him too busy writing to hear ; but he had heard Kupert, with all the fami- liarity of near relationship, call his cousin " dear Cyrilla," and use the pronoun, Du, the tutoi- ment Dutzen, as it is called in Germany, which in itself removes at once all obstacles to perfect inti- macy : he saw Cyrilla go with him to a distant sofa, and whisper and laugh ! And there they were now, as if they had been together all their lives, talking of places and people he knew nothing about ! He stopped writing, leaned his head on his hand, and indulged in a long reverie of a more serious than agreeable nature, the result of which seemed to be a determination not to look at or disturb the conversation of the cousins, for he took up his papers and walked with them into the President's study. " Ah, I'm so much obliged to ZorndorfTfor taking himself off," observed Kupert. "I'm afraid we have disturbed him," said Cyrilla, " and he was writing something of consequence for his uncle." " What made him bring anything of that kind to write in this room?" u He says he likes the temperature here, and the perfume of the flowers," replied Cyrilla. " Luxurious fellow !" exclaimed Kupert ; " un- 164 CYRILLA. changed, unchangeable! but a what were we talking about? My uncle Carl? or the time we were at Aix or, no our aunt in Salzburg, I believe Dreadful woman is n't she ?" " Most unamiable, most disagreeable," said Cyrilla. " And then her stinginess ! what one suffers from cold in her house is intolerable !" " Thank Heaven, I have never been obliged to live with her," rejoined Cyrilla. " But I was," said Eupert, " and longer than I liked. However, directly I left the university, I proposed travelling, and when my uncle refused his consent, I went into the army — more to get away from her than for anything else. As long as my uncle lived, his house of course remained my head quarters, but when she became a widow, I decamped altogether. Had she married General Zorndorff, as we expected, though it would have half disin- herited me, I might have been tempted to stay with them, more for the fun of the thing, however, than because I happened at the time to be his aid- de-camp." "General Zorndorff!" repeated Cyrilla, " any relation of. " u Only his father, but as different a man as can well be imagined : they had been engaged to each other during some of those years of revolution CYKILLA. 165 which now belong to history, but being both hot- tempered, they quarrelled, and mutually returned all letters and locks of hair. The war separated them, and our aunt married uncle Gottfried." " What a life he must have led with her! " ob- served Cyrilla. " Not so bad as you suppose. He was one of those quiet sort of men who do what they like themselves, and let others do the same ; they never interfered with each other. He attended to his wide-spreading speculations, employed his leisure hours in the arrangement of my affairs, as you know he was my guardian, and his wife amused herself with her house friend.'''' " Her house friend !" repeated Cyrilla, " and who was that ?" " They were numerous. I can remember at least half-a-dozen." " I did not think she had so many friends in the world," said Cyrilla. " Oh, the friendship was not very great after all — they were only people young men who, having plenty of time to spare, got the habit of being eternally in her house, blowing the flute, scraping the violin, or driving about with her — just like Polyak, you know. Now, when the General as widower and she as widow again became be- trothed, he informed her in one of their tu would suit each other exactly. The measure of passionless regard which would have perfectly satisfied him will drive poor Edouard to distrac- tion !" VOL. I. 0 290 CYRILLA. She left the room while uttering the last words ; and the letter which she then wrote brought Zorn- dorff to Aix immediately. A stormy scene ensued, in which Cyrilla showed more firmness than he had expected ; and he, in consequence, adopted a system of acting but too well calculated to work on the feelings of a youthful and warm heart. He pre- tended to be offended at her having questioned him again about his connexion with the Sommerfelds ; indignant at her doubting his word ; and then quarrelled with her in the most decided manner. All intercourse between them ceased. He never by any chance addressed her — avoided her when- ever he could do so without rudeness — and gave full play to the naturally melancholy expression of his beautiful countenance. At first Cyrilla was angry ; then she became offended ; at last unhappy. The President began by degrees to perceive a change in the manners of his gay sister-in-law. She seldom sang, no longer made amusing sketches, and complained not unfrequently of fatigue during their walks. Zorndorff never accompanied them after the first day, and had also declined joining any of their excursions in the neighbourhood, al- though in his letters he had been the first to pro- pose them. The President was sorry for Cyrilla, but highly approved of his nephew's supposed prudence. CYRILLA. 291 To Cyrilla a continuance of this state of affairs became intolerable. All her efforts to conceal her sufferings from her tormentor were vain. She knew that he read every feeling of her heart, but he did not apparently triumph in her struggles. He evidently became himself from day to day more depressed. At length she summoned courage one morning to sit down beside the President, and quietly but resolutely requested him to make arrangements for her immediate return home. While she was still speaking, Zorndorff entered the room, and involun- tarily her voice sank, while her colour rose in the presence of the unwished-for auditor. The Presi- dent paused for more than a minute before he an- swered : " Of course, of course, my dear child, if you wish it ; but you must promise to return to us again in a few months — in a very few montns. You have become the life of our house, Cyrilla, and I should like to keep you altogether now." " You are very kind," she said, with a faint smile, and then added, in a still lower voice : u Mamma, in her last letter, seemed so anxious for my return, that if you could manage it, I should like to leave to-morrow." u To-morrow !" he exclaimed. u Why, to-mor- row you are going to Spa." 292 CYRILLA. " I don't intend to go to Spa." " Don't you ?" said the President, with some sur- prise ; " and yet I remember hearing you say you wished to see the ruins of Franchimont, and that you intended to buy a work-box for your sister." As Cyrilla was silent, he continued : " Melanie will not give up the party to Spa, I fear ; but a day more or less is of little importance. We shall return to Exfort the end of this week, and then you can have Madame Ehrhardt from Freilands to travel home with you." Accustomed to dictate, he considered further dis- cussion needless ; and, having looked at his watch, gathered up his papers and left the room. Cyrilla rose precipitately, intending to follow him, but Zorndorff sprang forward, and whispered a few words of such urgent entreaty, that she stopped. Some reproaches followed; then entreaties for for- giveness, if he had offended ; finally, a passionate appeal to her heart. Cyrilla hesitated — pardoned — and then — burst into tears. Zorndorff saw his advantage, and pursued it. Those who have had "love passages" in their lives (and who has not?) know how difficult it is to quarrel again at the very moment of reconciliation ; when Zorndorff, with fervid earnestness and tearful eyes, again whispered : "You will go to Spa?" She had not courage to CYRILLA. 293 say no, and all her efforts afterwards to moderate his expectations were vain. He left her to make the necessary arrangements with Melanie. While still standing motionless in a state of pain- ful mental bewilderment, her two elderly friends came to remind her of her promise to walk with them. Almost mechanically, she that day moved on between them, but was so silent and abstracted, that, after a few fruitless efforts to enliven her, they also became taciturn ; the thoughts of both cen- tred in her, but were as different as could well be imagined. 294 CYRILLA. CHAPTER XIX. " What are you about, Edouard ?" cried the Gen- eral the next day, when he saw his son rather os- tentatiously cramming the pockets of the carriage with books. u What are you about ? Was there ever such a dull insensible fellow in this world ? One would think you were going to travel with me or your uncle if you can read in such society, I disown you altogether." u And I adopt him," cried the President, with unusual warmth. " Edouard, you are acting like a man of honour, and I admire and appreciate your conduct more than I can here express * but you un- derstand me." He did ; and as he bent forward, under pretence of assisting his aunt in her search for her note-book, lie blushed in that dim, scarcely perceptible manner peculiar to very pale men ; but the veins on his CTRILLA. 295 temples swelled high and purple at the praise which he felt at that moment he did not deserve in the sense it had been bestowed on him. As they drove off, he consoled himself with the idea, that his un- premeditated quarrel with Cyrilla, and no effort on his part, had, on the present occasion, tended to de- ceive his uncle. Spa is about ten leagues from Aix-la-Chapelle, and is situated in the mountains of the Ardennes, occupying a valley round which hills covered with woods form an amphitheatre, and give it various and picturesque environs that tempt the inhabitants to continual excursions. To the well-known ruins of Franchimont the travellers went at once. They thought they might be questioned about them, or the new from them, and they wished to have the ensuing morning free. The use which Zorndorff and Cyrilla made of this freedom was to bind themselves by vows as solemn as they were secret. It was at the Gerous- tere spring, about two miles from Spa, that they met the clergyman ; and in the keeper's house, where he had procured a room for them, the mar- riage-ceremony was performed ; not, however, until Zorndorff had explained at some length to his very dissatisfied, and evidently most unwilling friend, that whatever legal formalities had been omitted from want of time, should be carefully attended to subse- 296 CYRILLA. quently, and that at all events there was every pro- bability that the ceremony would be performed again at some not very distant period in a more public manner, and in presence of their mutual relations. When they were to exchange rings, as is usual in Germany, there was an embarrassed pause. Zorn- dorff, after a moment's hesitation, drew from the little finger of his left hand a small but very mas- sively set seal-ring, on which his arms were en- graved, and placed it on the third finger of Cyrilla's right hand (the left is only used to denote a left- handed or unequal marriage), then took from her a small twisted hoop, gave it the place previously occupied by his signet, and murmured, as he did so, the words, " for ever." After their return to Spa, when speaking of this circumstance, and laughing about having forgotten the mystic sign of eternity, Zorndorff told Cyrilla that at their second marriage he would reclaim his ring, but that hers should never leave his finger, and was destined to accompany him to the grave. "And this second marriage?" cried Melanie, eagerly, " when is it likely to take place ?" That depends on circumstances over which I have no control," replied Zorndorff, gravely. " It will not, I hope, be necessary ever to mention what occurred this morning at the Geroustere," continued Melanie, walking up and down the room CYRILLA. 297 uneasily. " Wilhelm would be furious I am beginning to think it was a very unadvised — hasty act I I wish to heaven I had not consented." She felt that she had more than consented — she had promoted. After a long pause she began again : " A painful presentiment of evil is coming over me. Cyrilla your mother Edouard, your father Good gracious, how can you talk in that way, and be happy at such a moment !" This was addressed to her companions, but they heard her not ; seated together on a sofa, they seemed to have no thought but for each other. Cyrilla smiled and blushed; while Zomdorff whispered bright visions of future happiness and assurances that the ensuing two or three years would be more, endurable to them both, now that the doubts and anxieties of an uncertain engagement were at an end, and they could enjoy the tranquillizing certainty that, happen what would, they were bound to each other for life. As Melanie approached them, Cy- rilla drew her down beside her; while Zorndorff continued talking, totally undisturbed by her pre- sence. She listened, and tried to forget her appre- hensions, but in vain ; his unusually high spirits alarmed her more and more ; she proposed ordering the carriage to return to Aix. He would not listen to her; and when she commenced a half earnest ex- 298 CYRILLA. postulation with Cyrilla, he playfully waved her away, saying, that no one should in future interfere between him and his wife. Melanie tried to laugh ; hut tears stood in her eyes as she walked to a window, and watched some black clouds which began to gather over the town, foreboding a thunder-storm. With the first flash of lightning, a light travelling carriage appeared in the street, and dashed furiously on towards the hotel. u Edouard, Edouard," she exclaimed almost breathlessly, u here is your father, and I do believe your uncle is with him." " What the devil has brought them here? " cried Zorndorff, starting up. u Did they say anything to you about intending to come?" " On the contrary, they both refused, and said nothing would induce them to submit to the exam- ination of their luggage on the frontiers; and yet your father's carriage is packed as if for a long journey, and your servant that you purposely left at Aix is with him." " Then," said Zorndorff, " he has got letters from those cursed Sommerfelds, who seem deter- mined to hunt me down. Any woman but Margaret would have perceived long ago that I all but — hated her. Cyrilla, dearest, our trials are beginning sooner than I expected; my father is violent, and a storm is now inevitable, but it is unnecessary CYRILLA 299 that you should witness it — I will meet him alone. If he insist on my going with him at once to Berlin, I shall consent; it will be but two days sooner than I intended; and, watched by him and my uncle, as I should be in case I refused, we could enjoy but little of each other's society." He left the room by one door, as his father and the President entered by another. They looked round with some surprise; it was evident they had expected to rind him where in fact he had been a few minutes before. The President said something about " business," — a word which his lips seemed to form from habit; the General asked for his son, and on hearing Melanie's answer, prepared to seek him. The President drew him aside, and whispered, u Do not be too hasty: though he confessed that he admired, he has so evidently avoided her of late, that I am still inclined to think he has not spoken to her — perhaps she knows nothing at all about the matter ; before you see him, let me at least question Me- lanie." He turned to his wife, and in his most solemn and severe manner requested her to accom- pany him into the adjoining room. Cyrilla looked anxiously towards the General; she knew he liked her, and all her hopes now centred in him. Though aware that she dared not confess what had occurred that morning, she wished him to speak to her about his son ; she thought he 300 CYRILLA. might be induced to give up his mercenary plans for him, if aware of their mutual attachment, and she now felt that she could acknowledge hers without reserve. Surely a man who could speak so gently, and look so kindly, must value affection more than money ! Cyrilla's furtive glance towards her usually cheerful companion made her heart sink; he appeared to have suddenly grown taller, as with head erect, his arms folded, his brows con- tracted, his lips firmly pressed together, he im- patiently paced the long apartment, stopping how- ever, occasionally, to fix his dark searching eyes upon her face. There was something terrific in his glance, something which she did not understand ; but she recoiled before it and felt alarmed. Per- haps he observed this, for the firmness of his step relaxed; he stopped more frequently, and at length said, " I am sorry you have seen me in this state of irritation; I fear it may eradicate any more agreeable impressions I may have been so fortunate as to have made on you, during our six weeks' acquaintance." u You have made me a little afraid of you I confess," answered Cyrilla, attempting to smile; " I am not at all courageous — a loud word, or an angry look, intimidates me at once." u That is the very last thing in the world I should wish to do," said the General, still standing CYRrLLA. oOl erect before her. " I have received letters of a most unpleasant, most painful description, but — but — if you have nothing to do with, this unfor- tunate affair — or if you are only unconsciously the cause, why, I ha^e no right — I have no wish — in fact, you cannot change your nature, and become disagreeable instead of charming, or ugly instead of — of — pshaw!'1 and he again commenced his walk. u I have no wish to be either disagreeable or ugly," observed Cyrilla, demurely looking up at him. u To know you well, and not to — like — you, is impossible,"' began the General after a pause. u I am very glad to hear you say so," rejoined Cyrilla, once more breathing freely; " there is no one I have ever taken so much pains to please as you." " Indeed ! I feared it was the vanity inherent to man. which sometimes made me imagine this: my natural understanding refused to believe that one like you could feel any interest in an old soldier such as I am." " I never saw you look old until just now," said Cyrilla; " and it was not exactly old either, but terrible. I think you have made me even more afraid of you than I am of the President, and rday I could have spoken to you as I would to — to — Melanie."' 302 CYRILLA. " I wish," he said, leaning over the end of the sofa while his features by degrees began to resume their usual expression, u I wish you would forget having seen me angry." u I cannot, until you have been for some time quite yourself again." He paused, and seemed to deliberate. " I do not quite understand you," he began slowly; " may I ask you a question or two? " u As many as you please," answered Cyrilla, hoping that at last he was about to name his son. " You said just now, that you had taken trouble to please me. You did so, perhaps, and now tell me so without reserve, because I am old enough to be — your father ? " Cyrilla blushed and turned away her head. " And you sang all that old-fashioned music I brought you — merely to humour the fancies of an old man ? " There was something so gentle, so resigned, in the half-sigh with which this was said, that Cyrilla looked up with some surprise, and said, " I never thought about your age; I sang whatever and whenever you desired it, because I wished you to like me." " You would not, however, be so candid," ob- served the General, smiling, " if I were a score of years younger?" CYRILLA. 30o " Perhaps not." H And suppose/' he continued, H suppose, besides liking, I were to admire you as if I were that score of years younger ? " u Like and admire me as much as you please," said Cyrilla, " hut never again look at me as you did just now! " "Never/" exclaimed the General, and snatching her hand, he pressed it to his lips; a moment after, it seemed to turn to a torpedo within his grasp — he gazed at it as if all his faculties had become be- numbed. Cyrilla saw that his eyes were fixed on the ring she had that morning received from Zom- dorfT; she saw that he recognised it, and was not sony that the unusual form of the shield and heavy setting spared her the pain of a partial explanation which she rather desired than otherwise. To re- move any lingering doubts, he raised her hand so as to let the light fall on the seal, and immediately perceived his own arms. " That ring," he said, slowly, " has been given you by Edouard — my son." Cyrilla did not speak, and he continued, " I fear, I greatly fear, he did not tell you how it came into his possession, or you would have preferred any other gift, perhaps have refused to accept of any one from him." Cyrilla looked up inquiringly. 304 CYRILLA. " You have most probably never heard the name of Margaret von Sommerfeld ? " u Count Zomdorff spoke of her as a person that you very much wished him to marry " began Cyrilla. u A person that he very much wished to marry," .said the General, sternly; " a person whose afFec- tions he sought and gained many years ago, while still a student. At that time he wished to marry; but I feared his giving up his profession, and her father equally dreaded his want of steadiness: it was therefore postponed; but after a long and dangerous illness, from which she is scarcely yet recovered, a solemn betrothal took place, and that was the ring she gave him in the presence of all her assembled relations. The successive deaths of a sister and two brothers have hitherto prevented the fulfilment of this engagement, but her father is now dying, and wishes for the marriage without further delay. Henceforward procrastination be- comes treachery towards a woman whose affections has been undeviating so many years — who has stood all the various trials to which he has not scrupled to subject her, and whose life, they say, depends on his future conduct to her. What his intentions or wishes may be now, I shall not inquire; he is bound in honour to make Margaret his wife — and his wife she shall be," he added again, walking up CYRILLA. 305 and down the room, u his wife she shall be before many weeks are over." Cpilla, completely confounded by this lucid state- ment, the truth of which she did not for a moment doubt, sat stupified, until he pronounced the last words. Their dire import to her, however, roused her at once, and, clasping her hands, she stammered : " But he does not care for her ; he does not like her!" " He did care for her, or pretended to do so, which is the same thing in the eyes of the world. Her brothers are dead, her father dying, she has no near relation to call him to account ; but / have pro- mised to be her guardian, and I have never yet broken a promise, nor shall a son of mine do so. I would rather," he added, vehemently, u I would rather see him, with all his youth, talent, and beauty, stretched on his bier, than that a shade of dis- honour should pass over our house !" He left her, and she sat in a sort of stupor, she knew not how long. Her sister and the President entered the room ; she heard the former reproach her husband for having kept her in ignorance of so important a circumstance as her nephew's engage- ment, and heard the President answer : a I should have told you long ago, Melanie, had you been as reasonable as you are a clever woman. Your actions are irreproachable, but your theories 306 CYRILLA. are of so fantastic and romantic a description, that I feared when you discovered that prudence more than love had directed Edouard's choice, you might have endeavoured to disgust him with the prospect of comfort and affluence that awaited him." u Comfort, and affluence ! " repeated Melanie, dis- dainfully. u Say, rather, that you and his father wish him to sell himself for gold ! " "He chose for himself," rejoined the President, " of his own free will ; what his motives were I can only surmise. His father is not mercenary, and would never have required him to improve his for- tune by marriage ; but having pledged himself as he has done, he has now only the alternative of honour or dishonour." Melanie approached Cyrilla, and whispered : "I have confessed nothing ; for my sake, for heaven's sake, be silent, and trust to Edouard." Cyrilla bent her head, without attempting to speak. The General and his son entered the room im- mediately afterwards. Never had their resemblance to each other been so apparent as at the moment when, pale and agitated, they both came towards Cyrilla to take leave. The former murmured a few scarcely intelligible words, and then turned to the President and Melanie. Zorndorff stood still and contemplated Cyrilla, as she sat, or rather reclined CYRILLA. 307 on the sofa, pale, her eyes cast down, and trem- bling in all the apprehension of the explosion of family ire which she momentarily expected. " Come," cried the General, hastily ; u delay is worse than useless now." " I cannot leave her so," cried ZomdorfT. " Let me speak to her ; I ask but a few minutes — alone," he added, looking round the room, " or at least only in presence of my aunt." His father moved towards the door, as if to com- ply with his request. The President stopped him : " Edouard can have nothing to say which we may not hear ; he has evidently been less candid than he ought to have been with Cyrilla. Let him express his regret and " "Ungenerous!" exclaimed ZomdorfY, angrily. " I might insist but no matter your presence may be a restraint to her — to me it shall be none. Cyrilla, dearest Cyrilla!" he cried, seating himself beside her in the very place he had occupied before his father's arrival. " Will you endeavour to be- lieve that my ungovernable love has alone induced me to deceive you about this most unfortunate en- gagement? You must remember how long I avoided you ! — how I struggled with my traitorous inclina- tions!" Cyrilla remembered but too well. 308 CYRILLA. u You will not answer ? Give me at least your hand in token of forgiveness." The hand was as cold as ice, and some tears from ZorndorfT's eyes fell upon it. u Speak, Cyrilla," he said, in a voice choked by emotion. u I prefer reproaches to this silence." " Tell me what I may say," she mur- mured, slowly, u and I will say it if I can." Zorndorff felt all the meaning of these words, and answered, hurriedly : " Say that you forgive — that you will endeavour to forget that I have deceived you ; say that you will still rely on me, and believe in my unalterable affection." " She may forgive you, Edouard," said his father, stepping forward ; " but to your affection she can have no further claim." " Speak, Cyrilla " cried Zorndorff, beseech- ingly, without appearing to have heard his father's words. "I forgive " faltered Cyrilla. " And you will rely on me, no matter how much appearances may be against me. You will believe that in heart and soul I am yours, let what will occur?" Again his father attempted to interfere. Zorn- dorff waved his hand impatiently, and continued, in a low impassioned voice : " Cyrilla, you once said CYRILLA. 309 that you would wait years — a life — if necessary ; these were your words — your own words ! Pro- mise, oh promise me that now ! " "She shall not!" cried the President, coming towards them with a frown of displeasure. " She shall not ! How dare you ask her to speculate on death — to rejoice over a grave ? Thoughts less de- fined than these, Edouard, have led to crimes of the deepest die." " Promise — promise," reiterated ZorndorfT, still more vehemently, as he drew her unresisting form towards him. " Can I do otherwise ? " she whispered. u Am I not bound to you for life ?" " Cyrilla," began the President, severely, " I know not how to express my astonishment at con- duct so unlike what I expected from you if these whispered words were indeed the promise he " " Enough — enough," cried ZorndorfT, starting from the sofa; delay is torture now — let us go." He left the room, followed by his father and uncle. Cyrilla clasped her hands, and sat motion- less, until roused by the sound of a departing car- riage ; then she pressed her hand over her eyes, looked round the Toom, approached her sister, who was sitting at a little distance, and fixing her eyes on her earnestly, she said, slowly, " Is not this like a dreadful dream ? to see, and hear, and sit spell- 310 CYRILLA. bound, not daring to speak ! How will all this end?" " Heaven knows/' answered Melanie, despond- ingly. u Willielm says that the engagement is of a peculiarly binding description ; that at Edouard's own request papers have been signed and counter- signed, and I know not what all ! Edouard's si- lence may be excused on the plea of headstrong passion dreading a check; but Wilhelm's systematic secrecy towards me is unpardonable." " What was it he said about death and a grave?" asked Cyrilla, anxiously. " I don't know, dear ; I was so afraid that Ed- ouard, in a moment of irritation, would confess your marriage, that I paid little attention to any one but him ; most probably it was something about that woman Wilhelm says she is in a very precarious state of health." " Perhaps he meant that she might die and if she should, may not I be indirectly the cause ? 0 Melanie," she added, kneeling beside her sister, and resting her head on the arm of her chair, " pray with me, pray for me, for you have helped to lead me into this temptation." END OF VOLUME 1.